Talking my mom out of CTB was not what i planned for today.

[iluvkorn2]

idk if this is the right place to post this. Putting all my opinions on CTB aside because i'm very pro choice when it comes to it, hearing her cry and tell me her plan really fucked me up. idk what to do. i'm already planning to CTB soon but now i feel like i can't. i'm so lost.

 

[depressedsally]

idk if this is the right place to post this. Putting all my opinions on CTB aside because i'm very pro choice when it comes to it, hearing her cry and tell me her plan really fucked me up. idk what to do. i'm already planning to CTB soon but now i feel like i can't. i'm so lost.

I've lost my mum to CTB you need to talk am here I didn't know what my mum had planned but I feel your pain.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Would you like to explore the reasons why you feel you cannot after this experience?
I am curious in how it has changed your thinking is all :3
Whenever my mother has done the whole suicide thing I was pro choice but she is manipulative though : /

 

[HenryHobkins]

im so sorry thats happening, i dont know what i'd do with myself if i learned my mother was struggling with those thoughts

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Tough situation. Sorry it's happening to you. It can all change when you see it from another perspective and that can lead to very conflicted and confusing thoughts. I hope your mum is okay.

 

[Ghost2211]

Have you talk to her about your feelings, and your desire to see ctb? It might help if you talk it out together.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

Have you talk to her about your feelings, and your desire to see ctb? It might help if you talk it out together.

I feel like this could be beneficial. Sometimes it helps to know that you're not alone in your thoughts. That's why this forum is such a boon.

My advice though would to be to establish some sort of healthy boundary of things you'd like to potentially not discuss for fear of triggering one person or the other.

I really hope it works out for you guys.