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fillthevoid

fillthevoid

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Nov 15, 2021
87
Just posting this here to document my experience in the name of research... I'm probably not gonna continue to post here through my symptoms unless I feel like it. I don't want the pressure. I really just want to lay down and try to sleep.

I am female, 20s, physically healthy
Don't take any other meds, do drugs, smoke, or take alcohol
I weigh 55kg
I am 165cm tall

Here's what I've taken at the moment:
17:50pm 1 x 5mg prochlorparazine
18.15pm 600mg ibuprofen
18.30pm 3 x 5mg prochlorparazine

And what I plan to take:
18.45pm 3 x antacids
19.00pm 25mg Doxylamine succinate
19.02pm 15g SN

If I don't succeed, I'll of course come back and update you all when I can.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
I wish you relief from suffering in whatever happens. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. This life really is so cruel and sad.
 
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PotSmokingSloth

PotSmokingSloth

Uncertainty & Impermanence
Sep 13, 2021
80
Sorry to hear it's come to this point my friend.
May you be at peace regardless of what happens
 
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oziinnz

oziinnz

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Mar 23, 2022
54
I hope it is ok as can be. Hope you are certain, its to put it off. Lots of love
 
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~Q~

Waiting for the bus
May 20, 2022
93
Safe journey.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Very sorry to see you go, I wish you the very best with a pleasant and comfortable journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Holding your hand, I hope you found peace.

❤
 
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Gabriel21

Member
May 31, 2022
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Just posting this here to document my experience in the name of research... I'm probably not gonna continue to post here through my symptoms unless I feel like it. I don't want the pressure. I really just want to lay down and try to sleep.

I am female, 20s, physically healthy
Don't take any other meds, do drugs, smoke, or take alcohol
I weigh 55kg
I am 165cm tall

Here's what I've taken at the moment:
17:50pm 1 x 5mg prochlorparazine
18.15pm 600mg ibuprofen
18.30pm 3 x 5mg prochlorparazine

And what I plan to take:
18.45pm 3 x antacids
19.00pm 25mg Doxylamine succinate
19.02pm 15g SN

If I don't succeed, I'll of course come back and update you all when I can.
Find you're way home đź–¤:)
 
I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
Hope you found peace
 
fillthevoid

fillthevoid

Member
Nov 15, 2021
87
Hey everyone. Unfortunately I couldn't go through with it. I'm supposed to be home alone for a few weeks, but a relative who lives nearby who has a key unexpectedly let herself in at the exact wrong moment right before I was to drink the SN, and I had to quickly pull myself together and go deal with things. So the plan had to be scrapped. I have lots of SN left. Hotel next time.
 
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The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
260
Hey everyone. Unfortunately I couldn't go through with it. I'm supposed to be home alone for a few weeks, but a relative who lives nearby who has a key unexpectedly let herself in at the exact wrong moment right before I was to drink the SN, and I had to quickly pull myself together and go deal with things. So the plan had to be scrapped. I have lots of SN left. Hotel next time.
Amazing how ppl always seem to get in the way.
 
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london3

london3

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May 5, 2022
584
Hey everyone. Unfortunately I couldn't go through with it. I'm supposed to be home alone for a few weeks, but a relative who lives nearby who has a key unexpectedly let herself in at the exact wrong moment right before I was to drink the SN, and I had to quickly pull myself together and go deal with things. So the plan had to be scrapped. I have lots of SN left. Hotel next time.
wow, such timing, that is why i will use a hotel.
 

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