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alpacasuitcase

alpacasuitcase

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Jan 22, 2021
46
Wow. This is amazing.

I just have to set my emails to send out tonight then I'm good to go.

Stan's guide stat dose with 30mg meto. My beta blocker was metoprolol because that's what I already have. I chewed and swallowed a handful when I took the antacid a few minutes ago.

I can finally get off mr bones wild ride (heh)
 
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Gonjoolie

Student
Feb 5, 2021
137
I hope you find peace in death
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
Update us if you can. Wishing you well.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,273
Do you have music going right now because I was just curious about what song you had on?

I hope for the best for you.

:heart:
 
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Hyperbunny

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Sep 12, 2020
138
I hope u have a peaceful journey xo
 
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CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
I hope you find peace.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Have a peaceful transition
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
Wishing you a peaceful journey to the other side.
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
I hope everything works out the way you want it to and you find the eternal peace you deserve. ✌️❤️
 
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TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
How are you feeling ?
 
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alpacasuitcase

Member
Jan 22, 2021
46
Just finished up the emails!

Now I'm gonna drink it, snuggle down, and wait
 
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Bigpink

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Oct 12, 2020
706
I hope you find that peace we're all craving ♥️
 
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alpacasuitcase

alpacasuitcase

Member
Jan 22, 2021
46
Just drank it. With a straw. Christ it's worse than I thought!! Haha
I've snuggled down. Now I'm waiting and updating ya'll
Oh. Dosage was 1oz for first dose, with 2 backup doses of the same prepared

Heart is a little quick
Very very aggressive heartburn
I'm turning yellow
Esrs ringingujg
 
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NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
Just drank it. With a straw. Christ it's worse than I thought!! Haha
I've snuggled down. Now I'm waiting and updating ya'll
Oh. Dosage was 1oz for first dose, with 2 backup doses of the same prepared

Heart is a little quick
Very very aggressive heartburn
I'm turning yellow
Esrs ringingujg
I am here with you
 
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alpacasuitcase

Member
Jan 22, 2021
46
So blurry
Nauea oj god
Sweating so bad
I want to be gone
Bit of motoion sickness typimg
 
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Ghostly

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Nov 21, 2020
148
rest well ill remember you
 
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alpacasuitcase

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Jan 22, 2021
46
Can't keep eyes open
 
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Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
932
No need. You're about to fulfill your wish. Rest easy.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Safe travels! I hope you'll find peace!! :heart::heart::hug::hug:
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
I hope you're not suffering too much. Please call for help if you need to.
 
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heraclitus

Student
May 22, 2020
120
Safe Journey.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Rest In peace buddy
 
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anxious

Member
Jan 30, 2021
14
I wish you peace ❤️. Hope you aren't suffering xx
 
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Rif

Member
Jan 18, 2021
19
You are incredibly brave. Warmest wishes. =]
 
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Ghostly

Student
Nov 21, 2020
148
Rest safe and sound find peace
 
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lifesucksxoxo

Member
Nov 3, 2020
49
Wow. This is amazing.

I just have to set my emails to send out tonight then I'm good to go.

Stan's guide stat dose with 30mg meto. My beta blocker was metoprolol because that's what I already have. I chewed and swallowed a handful when I took the antacid a few minutes ago.

I can finally get off mr bones wild ride (heh)
Do you have anything u want to do before u die?

Like a bucket list or something?
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,389
Up? Good transition :(
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
I think it's safe to say @alpacasuitcase has transitioned. RIP ✌️❤️
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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RIP :heart:
 
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