WTF. I could attend daily therapy (currently every two weeks) and it would not stop this suffering. I am suffering every day, in tears all day long, constant suicidal thoughts. What is this crap of 'taking responsiblity'. This is just torture every day. What does therapy do for it? I have had years of therapy. It is just a stupid lie. Just because he works as a therapist, he has no idea about this suffering.
When I say ex-friend - I mean he was my friend years ago, and now texts me sometimes to see how I am (I am suicidal). So I'm not annoyed with him, but it's just he has NO FUCKING IDEA of this torture. I don't know what to do to help myself. Today I've had wine and weed and I still feel like utter shit. It is just torture.
When I say ex-friend - I mean he was my friend years ago, and now texts me sometimes to see how I am (I am suicidal). So I'm not annoyed with him, but it's just he has NO FUCKING IDEA of this torture. I don't know what to do to help myself. Today I've had wine and weed and I still feel like utter shit. It is just torture.
