After having my sn for 2 weeks now I finally made my glasses..I've just been staring at them for the last hour. My mind will not let me drink. It's like it wants to go through more suffering and pain.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):Tricky one as people on here shouldn't really be encouraging or offering advice. You will get the it's okay to postpone and its it not your time posts I'm sure.
The way I see it. Nobody knows exactly how there going to feel when it comes to the point of no return, no matter how much you prepare or think your ready. To be successful it is either desperate impulsiveness or rational surety. It does not sound like you are either of these things.
gus.nixon
and now we rise and we are everywhere
- Apr 19, 2020
- 308
SI is real for sure. I'd say that most of us will experience it in some degree the closer we get to ctb. I am of the opinion that it's biological in nature. Living things must be hard-wired to feel the need to stay alive at all costs. I don't think a species would survive very long if it weren't for SI. There's no shame in postponing. I've been right where you are and obviously I didn't go through with it, but when I am completely ready, I will know.
I've had SN for about a year now and I'm contemplating using it lol.
I've consumed a wee bit of it, and it's not terrible, holding ya nose helps. But I'm scared I'll panic like a madman once I drink 25g worth. And the fact that I ordered only 50g, makes me assume I only have one shot at it.
Kinda edging towards partial hanging. The fact that you can include drugs/alcohol and actualy eat before makes me wanna go that way
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,642
I understand that the SI can be hard to overcome as we are programmed to survive. I'm thinking in my case I will eventually reach a point of hopelessness and desperation and then I will be able to leave this world.
rosie93
Student
- Aug 28, 2021
- 152
I feel you. Maybe feeling angry will help you? Anytime I'm close to use my SN I feel so angry and keep thinking 'let's see who laughs last'.Similar threads
