Suiside tomorrow

[mshari]

I would probably do it tomorrow am hesitant and doutefull some days i wake up and i think to myself i wish I didn't wake up and and today i woke up and felt confused about am i happy i woke up or not and watched a couple of YouTube videos saying death is not the end and you'll create your own hell by doing suiside and i think about my family they are good people who love me and my mom i will bring so much pain for them so i will probably do it tomorrow but who knows love you all peace out

 

[keitaro]

which method do you plan on using?

 

[mshari]

which method do you plan on using?

I will drink SN

 

[keitaro]

I will drink SN

oh ok. i hope everything goes smoothly so you can pass in peace~

 

[FuneralCry]

In my opinion it is probably best to not watch youtube videos about hell and the afterlife, there is no evidence that any of that stuff even exists. I believe death to be eternal nothingness where nothing can hurt us. Anyway, whether you decide to ctb or not I hope that you find relief from the suffering that you are experiencing. Best wishes.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I would probably do it tomorrow am hesitant and doutefull some days i wake up and i think to myself i wish I didn't wake up and and today i woke up and felt confused about am i happy i woke up or not and watched a couple of YouTube videos saying death is not the end and you'll create your own hell by doing suiside and i think about my family they are good people who love me and my mom i will bring so much pain for them so i will probably do it tomorrow but who knows love you all peace out

I wouldn't do it if I had any doubts. Think about if it's something you really want, no going back. I think any afterlife is a worry for a lot of us. I wish I knew the answers but basically there are drugs out there that can produce any type of NDE so I'm inclined to think it's all in the mind and once that's gone there is nothing.

 

[Theanswer]

I would probably do it tomorrow am hesitant and doutefull some days i wake up and i think to myself i wish I didn't wake up and and today i woke up and felt confused about am i happy i woke up or not and watched a couple of YouTube videos saying death is not the end and you'll create your own hell by doing suiside and i think about my family they are good people who love me and my mom i will bring so much pain for them so i will probably do it tomorrow but who knows love you all peace out

Seems you're not certain and on impulse. Please, think it over. Wondering why you're posting if you're not certain asking for ??? Are you reaching out to get support for recovery or to really ctb? There's a thread for recovery. Big hug.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If the OP followed through, it would have been July 19 by their own statements. They haven't been see on SaSu since July 19. If they did follow through with ctb, I hope they found the peace they sought.