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Hahem

Knows too much
Feb 4, 2023
94
Suicide is the only true way out.
The fundamental problem of life: existence is imposed on the individual without their consent (naturally) and has great potential to entail suffering - which the individual hasn't agreed to.
Life can be seen as a gift or a parasite. A gift because it creates a being which can then partake in living - which is assumed to be good, or, at least, worth it. But life can be seen as a parasite, it spreads constantly, like a virus, by the act of reproduction - an act that is biologically programmed to every new specimen - bringing with it living and all its associated struggles: suffering, pain, hunger, thirst, anxiety, fear, anger, aging and the inevitable death.
Life is a continous struggle, but for what? To create more life, and so it goes. The only way to enjoy life is to be lucky, focus on the pleasures and have a blissful ignorance of the negative aspects of existence.

In face of all of this. Suicide, posits itself as a valid and perfectly reasonable response. Here we don't imagine the hasty and sloppy kind of suicide often depicted on the media and the public's imagination, but as a completely rational and well though-out action. Carefully crafted as to allow us to finally find freedom from the existence to which was mercilessly imposed upon us.
When cornered by all sides, life gives no option, but to keep going and to struggle, suffer, and there's nothing other beings can do to help, in fact, they would rather take advantage of you to gain the upper hand in the survival of the fittest. Suicide though, presents itself as a caring mother offering a generous, warm helping hand to its children, it offers a valid alternative to the challenges of existence. For sure, suicide shouldn't be thought as an act of defeat or limitation, but as an act of victory and true freedom over life's carelessly harmful impositions and unecessary hurdles.

Pardon my yapping, I need to get my thoughts out. I hope it will be of some use to anyone.
 
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JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
Nononononono, completely wrong


SUICIDE BAD REPRODUCTION GOOD

(sarcasm)
 
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HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
334
The other way out is recovery. Which I am trying currently. It's really hard though.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I fully agree. I also see suicide as the only way out. I don't understand why more people also don't see suicide as a way out. No matter how you try and spin it, suicide is a valid option to escape life. I never wanted life itself in the first place. I'd rather have a life of a billionaire (or a neet) or no life at all
 
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DarknessAndDespair

Member
Mar 26, 2023
65
Suicide is rebellion
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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Well said.
 
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Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
226
Suicide is rebellion
It really is. This is a Prison Planet run by a hierarchy of humans so evil they've essentially transcended to demons made flesh who hold power over people by unyielding trauma, by constant threat of violence and death.

Once YOU have transcended the fear of death, you can no longer be controlled. The powers that be have no leverage over you. The elite don't actually want you to die, they want you to remain alive in a state of constant trauma.

I've said this a dozen times at this point, but I'll say it again: The most powerful people on the planet will grandstand about how we need 70% or so of humanity's population to die or else we'll starve to death, die in natural disasters, have no medical care, have no drinkable water, have every manner of suffering befall us... AND YET-

You cannot even search for a MOVIE that features a character committing suicide at some point without a HUGE warning screen coming up for 988. You cannot even express a passing thought of suicide to people without the risks of cops showing up to your house to literally perform an extrajudicial kidnapping on you.

That EXTEME contradiction speaks so many volumes.

CTB isn't just about being free from this Prison Planet - it's the only way to have an eternal victory over it and the evil, subhuman garbage that keep Earth a giant ball of trauma floating through space.
 
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SoulCage

SoulCage

Student
Dec 28, 2023
131
I like the way you have expressed yourself. You are absolutely right, everything you said is true.

It made me think. Humans got to the bad stage of evolution - our intelligence recognizes that existence is pain, but our instincts still want to keep us alive. Most animals are blissfully unaware and only have to follow their protocols to stay alive (and create new life).

In face of all of this. Suicide, posits itself as a valid and perfectly reasonable response.

And because we recognize that our suffering is stupid and useless, suicide should be acceptable and honored. Humans who force you to stay alive (or let you die painfully) are not compassionate, even though they claim they are. They are wrong, they just project their own experience and ideals on you and therefore think they understand what you are going through. But they don't and they never can.

I wish there was a machine to determine my pain or to let others feel my pain. I think it's the only way to make them understand that I don't want this anymore.

Sorry, I am also just combining random thought pieces together and I don't know if it makes sense to anyone else but me. I actually only wanted to say that I liked your summary @Hahem. I saved it to my private notes.
 
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Hahem

Knows too much
Feb 4, 2023
94
The other way out is recovery. Which I am trying currently. It's really hard though.
Yeah, I want to make it clear it is an option as well. In the end, the will of the individual is the most important.
But yeah, it is a very hard path I've also been trailing. Good luck.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,296
I absolutely agree. I just wish the practicalities of it were more reliable. I wish it was something we could calmly and confidently commit to. As it is, we have to risk some home grown bodge job method that may result in us only maiming ourselves.

The decision to do it may well feel well reasoned out and rational to us but carrying it out via the methods we have available to us will likely feel less stable.

I suppose that's the true test of us though. Are we so desperate to get out that we'll take the risk in an attempt?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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DarknessAndDespair

Member
Mar 26, 2023
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It really is. This is a Prison Planet run by a hierarchy of humans so evil they've essentially transcended to demons made flesh who hold power over people by unyielding trauma, by constant threat of violence and death.

Once YOU have transcended the fear of death, you can no longer be controlled. The powers that be have no leverage over you. The elite don't actually want you to die, they want you to remain alive in a state of constant trauma.

I've said this a dozen times at this point, but I'll say it again: The most powerful people on the planet will grandstand about how we need 70% or so of humanity's population to die or else we'll starve to death, die in natural disasters, have no medical care, have no drinkable water, have every manner of suffering befall us... AND YET-

You cannot even search for a MOVIE that features a character committing suicide at some point without a HUGE warning screen coming up for 988. You cannot even express a passing thought of suicide to people without the risks of cops showing up to your house to literally perform an extrajudicial kidnapping on you.

That EXTEME contradiction speaks so many volumes.

CTB isn't just about being free from this Prison Planet - it's the only way to have an eternal victory over it and the evil, subhuman garbage that keep Earth a giant ball of trauma floating through space.
Yes, it's a weird contradiction. I have a theory about this, and essentially I think that the most powerful feed from the suffering of the living, people and animals. So, it is as if that suffering is their source of energy.
 
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aslank98

aslank98

Member
Nov 12, 2021
48
Yes, it's a weird contradiction. I have a theory about this, and essentially I think that the most powerful feed from the suffering of the living, people and animals. So, it is as if that suffering is their source of energy.
Watch this
Might be of interest to you and expands on your theory
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,148
Ya no one is beyond biology, sorry to burst the normie bubble. So let's show a tad of humility to those who medical professionals can't address.
 
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Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
226
Watch this
Might be of interest to you and expands on your theory

Thank you for posting this! This was really interesting. I spend a lot of time thinking about what's going to happen to me in the moment of death and I know to avoid the light at all costs. I know for a fact this IS a prison planet and the ones in control of it feed not off death, but off suffering itself. It interesting to think there will be a 'final temptation' after you die to come back here. They'll probably be some emissary telling me "if you go into the light we'll give you a body with a completely normal, working brain".

The light could also be interpreted as the light of Lucifer - he is an "fallen angel of Light" after all. I hope I have the strength when I CTB to hold on to my convictions, spit in his face and embrace the Void to entirely new dimensions of existence. I'd certainly be open to that. I don't judge ALL existence by this Prison area we find ourselves in.
 
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destinationlosangel

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
300
Watch this
Might be of interest to you and expands on your theory

thank u for posting this. I'm doing some reading about this and this makes total sense
Thank you for posting this! This was really interesting. I spend a lot of time thinking about what's going to happen to me in the moment of death and I know to avoid the light at all costs. I know for a fact this IS a prison planet and the ones in control of it feed not off death, but off suffering itself. It interesting to think there will be a 'final temptation' after you die to come back here. They'll probably be some emissary telling me "if you go into the light we'll give you a body with a completely normal, working brain".

The light could also be interpreted as the light of Lucifer - he is an "fallen angel of Light" after all. I hope I have the strength when I CTB to hold on to my convictions, spit in his face and embrace the Void to entirely new dimensions of existence. I'd certainly be open to that. I don't judge ALL existence by this Prison area we find ourselves in.
wow, you're so right. Would u happen to know more about this? I'd like to figure this thing out in full.

I'm the same as you. I dont think existence in itself is bad. But this prison planet, not a fan
 
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Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
226
@destinationlosangel Ooooh boy! I have a lot of theories! But keep in mind, that's what they are - theories. Formulations I've made just studying the nature of existence and certain religions. For instance - I have a lot theories on the Bible and Apocrypha most Christians would consider batshit or even blasphemous, but they just make sense to me. I think the God Jesus refers to in the New Testament is NOT the same as Yahweh in the Old Testament. Rather Jesus was an Emissary sent to this plane of existence, this prison planet SPECIFICALLY to let people know that this is a locked-off, locked down section of the Universe and when we die it's possible to escape it if we fully RENOUNCE this prison planet and spiritually detach ourselves from all it's trappings. I also believe the New Testament is edited by "Christian leaders" to purposefully obfuscate this message. The last place you'll find the REAL teachings of Jesus in is a church. All churches are just part and parcel of this Prison Planet - it's why they created the "CTB = one way ticket to Hell" meme that brainwashed churchgoers parrot.

It's the same reason the Vatican/Church leaders are so anti-abortion psychotically pro-life: The Vatican damn well knows the actual nature of this Planet/area of the Universe. They want as many bodies pouring into the lockdown as possible. Because whatever ACTUALLY runs this planet - we are its energy source. Its food. To be pro-life is to be pro-food for these...Beings lets call them. So of course you want your population to be pro-food!

As for these Beings - I study a lot of UFO/alien stuff. Every piece of the UFO phenomenon points to these Beings/Entities being parasitic in nature. People who've had encounters with Greys - you know how they make them go away? They call on the name of Jesus Christ. If you think about it in the context of Jesus being an Emissary from the REAL Universe and not this locked down section of it, it makes sense the Greys would think "oh shit, he's calling on a force much larger than us" and that's why they instantly scram.

Another thing to remember - Jesus never had to be crucified. He had multiple opportunities to escape, and could have utilized his own powers. He knew he HAD to die because he HAD to show humanity that death is nothing to be afraid of, it's the way out of this prison. He didn't stick around when he rose on the 3rd day, did he? He Ascended back to "His Father's House", which is the real Universe outside this prison planet.
 
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