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How many times have you tried to kill yourself?

  • 1

    Votes: 6 16.2%
  • 2

    Votes: 7 18.9%
  • 3

    Votes: 3 8.1%
  • 4

    Votes: 3 8.1%
  • 5

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • 6

    Votes: 1 2.7%
  • 7

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • 8+

    Votes: 6 16.2%
  • 0

    Votes: 11 29.7%

  • Total voters
    37
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Mr Moist

Member
Feb 20, 2021
6
I'm looking to see the average number of times a person has tried to kill themselves on this site
 
Hatebeingalive

Hatebeingalive

Member
Aug 1, 2019
9
A lot. I just cant get the blade deep enough or the rope/string tight enough. its a struggle,
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I think it would be disingenuous of me to say I've made any honest, thought-through attempts like I am planning now.
Most of my past incidents can be chalked up as "cornered animal attacking itself".
I have been trying my best to stay calm so I don't resort to any haphazard, half-baked measures, the next time I attempt it will be with grit and I must succeed.
(Also, I did "try" the hanging method but it made my eyeballs feel like they were being squeezed out of my skull, no thanks.)
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
3 and still counting!
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
I said 6, but they were all impulsive and only one might have worked. My next attempt should do it...
 
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WaitForSleep

WaitForSleep

Member
Nov 23, 2019
14
Interesting poll! I've tried once, but that attempt wasn't really serious (much more impulsive -- I made the decision the day of)
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
Twice I'm hoping I'll be third time lucky