Story Suicide on my head 24/7

[RC90]

So as an outsider I decided to join this community Finally. I'm constantly thinking of ctb like you guys mention all the time. Looking forward to interact with all of you and maybe we can support each other. I'm gradually reducing my medication and somehow feel better. But ctb never leaves my mind, is it the same with you guys?

 

[almost_dead]

-hugs-

 

[whywere]

WELCOME..WELCOME new sanctioned suicide global family member! It is GREAT to have you join everyone here.I am 64 years young, 2 suicide attempts, massive depressionhave have ctb in my mind alot. Now with that said we all are in this together , we all love, care, support and help the global family, no matter where the journey leads. I have been a member for a few months and i will say it is one of the BEST things I have every done for myself. The people here are non-judgemental, very kind and have expectional empathy. Again WELCOME, so glad to have you here!!!! Love and peace to you!

 

[siickmann3]

Yes death is the only way to escape from this world. No more fear its like redemption. Ctb is almost a relief. Its going to be te happiest point of my life. How ironic when leaving this world is the best moment of your life..life what'd i ever do to you?

 

[RC90]

WELCOME..WELCOME new sanctioned suicide global family member! It is GREAT to have you join everyone here.I am 64 years young, 2 suicide attempts, massive depressionhave have ctb in my mind alot. Now with that said we all are in this together , we all love, care, support and help the global family, no matter where the journey leads. I have been a member for a few months and i will say it is one of the BEST things I have every done for myself. The people here are non-judgemental, very kind and have expectional empathy. Again WELCOME, so glad to have you here!!!! Love and peace to you!

Thank you so much, im 35, tried to ctb around 5 times. It's a daily struggle. One thing is for sure I will not try it with pills ever again. I've took doses to put a horse down and I'm still here lol.

Yes death is the only way to escape from this world. No more fear its like redemption. Ctb is almost a relief. Its going to be te happiest point of my life. How ironic when leaving this world is the best moment of your life..life what'd i ever do to you?

Oh well I started this new medication, giving it one last try. Let's see. I haven't left the house in ages.

 

[nitroautnz]

Yeah pills rarely work, especially sleeping pills, it use to but not anymore.. Glad you join us here, welcome

 

[RC90]

Yeah pills rarely work, especially sleeping pills, it use to but not anymore.. Glad you join us here, welcome

Thank you

 

[Deathbydemo]

I'm glad you decided to join the community, welcome to SS. I am hoping to go this week, but I hope you find some solace here. Some of the people here are in the worst pain of their lives but still find it their hearts to be kind and empathetic of others. It's so good that a place like this exists. I'm also sorry life has to led you here, despite being glad you decided to join. Sending love.

 

[RC90]

I'm glad you decided to join the community, welcome to SS. I am hoping to go this week, but I hope you find some solace here. Some of the people here are in the worst pain of their lives but still find it their hearts to be kind and empathetic of others. It's so good that a place like this exists. I'm also sorry life has to led you here, despite being glad you decided to join. Sending love.

Yeah I lurked around here for a few months, and saw some real drama happening here so I was afraid to join. Seems that drama is over now, so I decided to give it a go. But if it is too much for me I will leave
I also have sn on the way but I dunno if I will have the courage to do it.