Suicide is so hard

[Death is beautiful]

I've been trying to save up for N for a long time, but I can't, I don't work anywhere, and it's not so easy to get $1000 in my country, I can't order SN because it would be suspicious for my family (a bunch of pills and stuff) I do not know what to do, Lord, suicide is very difficult, I am so jealous of those who have N or SN here, I may have to hang myself to hell, I hope you guys support me somehow, thank you all so much for reading this to the end

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Hi Frank, suicide is indeed very difficult but so is living. Not much of a choice we have considering both options are terrible. It sucks we are put in this position in the first place.

If you ever want to chat just send me a DM. I just wanted to let you know I recognize you and enjoy reading your posts.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Hi Frank, suicide is indeed very difficult but so is living. Not much of a choice we have considering both options are terrible. It sucks we are put in this position in the first place.

If you ever want to chat just send me a DM. I just wanted to let you know I recognize you and enjoy reading your posts.

Thank you, I know that you are having problems with your order from D right now, I wish everything went well and you got what you deserve

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course suicide is very difficult. If it was easier I would already be gone. The society tries to force us to live, it is cruel how they take away the peaceful methods and we have to resort to those that could fail. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. If I had N it would be a comforting feeling. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[After Life]

Suicide is very difficult frank1998 we are programed unfortunately to survive, I understand your frustration being a bit in a similar situation myself. I hope you find some comfort in knowing that you are not alone in your frustration of feeling that way. Wish you well frank1998

 

[Death is beautiful]

Suicide is very difficult frank1998 we are programed unfortunately to survive, I understand your frustration being a bit in a similar situation myself. I hope you find some comfort in knowing that you are not alone in your frustration of feeling that way. Wish you well frank1998

Thank you so much❤

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Ultimately it's a quest for peace. If indeed suicide is tricky, then settle to hope for peace. I hope you will have some comfort from something nice.

I've been trying to save up for N for a long time, but I can't, I don't work anywhere, and it's not so easy to get $1000 in my country, I can't order SN because it would be suspicious for my family (a bunch of pills and stuff) I do not know what to do, Lord, suicide is very difficult, I am so jealous of those who have N or SN here, I may have to hang myself to hell, I hope you guys support me somehow, thank you all so much for reading this to the end

Having SN but nowhere good to use, alongside other practical concerns can be tricky too.