Everything in this world is fucking bullshit especially the system and school. You either fit in this world and be a human cog or be exiled like me because youre arent docile and amenable. The only reasonable solution in my opinion to life is death and thus my death as well. Its the only thing that will or can ever bring me the peace I deserve and everything else is a fucking lie for the human mind to rationalize survival only to die meaninglessly all over again. I hate this fucking world and the people who inhabit it because the human race is a disease that shouldn't exist. Life is nothing but suffering at it's core and that's all there is to this rotten world. Literally there's nothing else. There's literally nothing tangible to do but toil your pointless existence for 40 years till you get old and brittle even suffer from diseases of old age.
Everything else is just few and far between but ultimately is nothing without that precious money to survive. So I can complain all I want and have nothing happen or kill myself self righteously and even the world could manage to implement all the positive utopian change in this world by some miracle we desire in life, but the world still be fundamentally broken no matter what. You're still going to have people suffer in agony or be dealt with pain even if it's minor in comparison. Problem is people still wanna live despite all of that because in my opinion they haven't suffered enough to see the truth and be reasonable.
I have no problem with the idea of ending humanity either peacefully as possible, but of course almost nobody reaches this conclusion that would be considered sane amongst people I consider insane. So the same spawn of "losers" will countine to be born like me left with the decision to die by your own hands or suffer for the foreseeable future in this world.
Nobody should be born into this world as the risk is too dangerous for anyone to find life worth living or not. Oh what about pleasure and happiness? Bottom line is "Happiness" is fleeting and temporary while pain and suffering is permanent even if you think it's worth it. Compare the greatest pleasure to the greatest suffering and if that doesn't make you melancholy then nothing will.
To think we are plunge from nothingness and this is the best we can get? And who are you to say suicide is wrong? Who are you to withold euthanasia to all if it's available? Why isn't this is human right by now ?
Because It's the same bunch of greedy carnal religious assholes who just happen to exist in a world were they have the most influence and power that just got together and decided what civilization should be, so now im fucked because I don't meet the standards and I'm worthless. It all came down to stupid fucking dumb luck and now I'm fucked. To think I could of been them if I was just born to the right set of family, genes, etc. But no I'm me left to rot. This stupid fucking life is just meaninglesss, pointless, powerless, hopeless triade of trails and tribulations for breads and circuses and I'm sick of it. I deserve to die.
Everything else is just few and far between but ultimately is nothing without that precious money to survive. So I can complain all I want and have nothing happen or kill myself self righteously and even the world could manage to implement all the positive utopian change in this world by some miracle we desire in life, but the world still be fundamentally broken no matter what. You're still going to have people suffer in agony or be dealt with pain even if it's minor in comparison. Problem is people still wanna live despite all of that because in my opinion they haven't suffered enough to see the truth and be reasonable.
I have no problem with the idea of ending humanity either peacefully as possible, but of course almost nobody reaches this conclusion that would be considered sane amongst people I consider insane. So the same spawn of "losers" will countine to be born like me left with the decision to die by your own hands or suffer for the foreseeable future in this world.
Nobody should be born into this world as the risk is too dangerous for anyone to find life worth living or not. Oh what about pleasure and happiness? Bottom line is "Happiness" is fleeting and temporary while pain and suffering is permanent even if you think it's worth it. Compare the greatest pleasure to the greatest suffering and if that doesn't make you melancholy then nothing will.
To think we are plunge from nothingness and this is the best we can get? And who are you to say suicide is wrong? Who are you to withold euthanasia to all if it's available? Why isn't this is human right by now ?
Because It's the same bunch of greedy carnal religious assholes who just happen to exist in a world were they have the most influence and power that just got together and decided what civilization should be, so now im fucked because I don't meet the standards and I'm worthless. It all came down to stupid fucking dumb luck and now I'm fucked. To think I could of been them if I was just born to the right set of family, genes, etc. But no I'm me left to rot. This stupid fucking life is just meaninglesss, pointless, powerless, hopeless triade of trails and tribulations for breads and circuses and I'm sick of it. I deserve to die.
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