Venting Suicidally depressed again

[Good4Nothing]

I thought I was doing better. Got a new job that I like, making good money, should have my own place soon and have my life back...
Things are looking up for me.
But I can't get that girl and what she did to me out of my head. It sounds melodramatic, but I feel traumatized.
I've never been rejected so completely. My heart is destroyed, my soul is crushed.
I feel absolutely worthless. I don't know if I want to try anymore.
I'll never find someone if I don't try, but this last defeat was more than I can bear.
I'm so tired of being so alone. I don't know if I want to live another 20 years like this.

 

[Angina]

So, basically your life got so much better.
And then some bit... girl rejected you?
And that's the defeat?
Seems to me that girl was nothing special, as she rejected you.
Get a smarter one.

 

[Good4Nothing]

So, basically your life got so much better.
And then some bit... girl rejected you?
And that's the defeat?
Seems to me that girl was nothing special, as she rejected you.
Get a smarter one.

There's a story here, it's deeper than a girl said "nah".
Maybe I'll elaborate later. I don't have the energy right now.

 

[Angina]

There's a story here, it's deeper than a girl said "nah".
Maybe I'll elaborate later. I don't have the energy right now.

OK. Take care.