Suicidal over stupid reasons

[rs929]

Sometimes I want to kill myself over stupid things. Right now I bought a pair of expensive headphones and they've started doing a "clicky" sound on the left earcup, and that's enough to make me want to die.

Yeah I know these are stupid triggers and the real reasons are much more profound, but still....

 

[deathisnear]

There are no stupid reasons :) I feel the same, I want to die so bad that so many little trivial things drive me crazy and I just want out. I feel you.

 

[western_heart]

Same. being dead seems like it would be easier than solving all the little problems in life and a small thing can make me think about CTB even when I'm feeling happy.

I hope you can get your headphones repaired!

 

[FuneralCry]

There is no stupid reasons to be suicidal, little things often make me feel worse too. Some small thing can send me over the edge. Life is just frustrating in general.

 

[Amumu]

Me too, don't feel ashamed. Some "small" events contributed to making me suicidal, they date back to a few years ago.
The thing is, when you begin to suffer physically or mentally, you begin to think about the lack of meaning of life.
Then, it is difficult going back. At least, it is very difficult for me.

 

[motel rooms]

the real reasons are much more profound

Then you're not suicidal over stupid reasons...

 

[saltshaker]

This is normal. Suicidal people have had all their defences worn away, the most trivial inconveniences or obstacles can have you looking to CTB.

 

[Shamana]

I think maybe that could worded as because you are in deep suffering, small things are enough to send you over the egde.

 

[Shadowrider]

I think maybe that could worded as because you are in deep suffering, small things are enough to send you over the egde.

This!
Any small thing can distress you if you are already desperate.

 

[WornOutLife]

The same thing happens to me.
Some weeks ago, I wanted to ctb because my japanese was improving way too slowly and I wanted to see results faster lol.

I guess when we're suicidal, the silliest things that happen to us can even make us more suicidal.

Hugs,

Matt