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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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I'd really appreciate your advice!

I'm going to San Francisco in a couple weeks to go on a reconnaissance mission. Haven't a clue how to do it. Here are my ideas. I'm learning all the lingo now. For example, Gray Stuff (aka Grey Death) is the best for CTB. I'm learning about how much is needed. I'm getting test strips for Fentanyl and Xylazine. I don't want Xylazine A lot of the Fentanyl has a lot of other stuff with it. I'm really interested in the patches. Enough patches put on the body at one time - and even chewing the patches - can be lethal. I'm going to get a burner phone to have on hand so if I make contact with a dealer, I can communicate with him or her and trash my phone before I CTB. I don't want anyone getting into trouble and going to jail. I'm older and will look like some suburban grandma. So, maybe I'll dress down. I'll carry pepper spray too. And if I carry money, I'll put it in my shoes or in a well concealed money belt. I doubt I'll score on my first outing. I want to establish rapport with my source. Do you have any pointers?
 
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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This is very difficult. I've wondered the same thing. I live near a big city. If I wanted something like this I would have no idea where to go. If I found the right neighborhood I wouldn't know who to approach or what to say. I'll caution you about something. In my state if you have an illegal substance charging you with with "possession with intent to distribute" (a felony) is based on quantity you have - not intention. So if you buy too much and get caught you could go to prison for a very long time.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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This is very difficult. I've wondered the same thing. I live near a big city. If I wanted something like this I would have no idea where to go. If I found the right neighborhood I wouldn't know who to approach or what to say. I'll caution you about something. In my state if you have an illegal substance charging you with with "possession with intent to distribute" (a felony) is based on quantity you have - not intention. So if you buy too much and get caught you could go to prison for a very long time.
WOW!!! Thank you SO much for telling me this. So important to know. That just scared the daylights out of me. I'm so glad you found my post and responded. So, if I bought a box of the patches and got busted, I could go to jail.
 

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