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PeacefulDreamer

PeacefulDreamer

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Feb 12, 2025
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So I've ordered SN and I'm waiting for it to arrive but life if getting unbeatable I'm struggling to hold on for the SN. I've tried ethylene glycol before and it was agony, but it's the only other option I've got. How are other people dealing with their wait for the items they need for their plan? This life is torture
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand finding it torturous to exist, I'll personally always suffer until all is forgotten about for me in non-existence, to not exist is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, painful existence ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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Light_

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Apr 9, 2024
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i don't really deal or cope, i can't. time passes while I am not fully dead and that's about it. YOu may find a new set of issues when you get SN, many have it and can't take it either. Survivial instinct is another challenge, I don't know your situation but I wish you peace and luck with whatever you can do.
 
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WhenIBreathe

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Feb 13, 2025
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I agree, this life is torture. Every day I wish I wasn't here.
 
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