Help substance/medication to overdose on please. Urgent

[lovelulu]

Like the title says, I would prefer to overdose. I dont want my parents to see my body hanging, you know? I'd rather them just see my lifeless body laying down somewhere rather than me hanging from a rope. I have no idea what to overdose on and I would really appreciate some help, which substances or medications could I overdose on and I could get pretty easily? And where would I get them? I really need an answer soon.

 

[geepeedee]

fentanyl and nitazenes are your best bet.

 

[lovelulu]

fentanyl and nitazenes are your best bet.

where can I get those?

 

[geepeedee]

the dark web.

 

[lovelulu]

the dark web.

damn. no where else?

 

[geepeedee]

apparently there are sites on the clear web that sell nitazenes, but that's all I can tell you. fentanyl is gonna be dark web or street.

 

[lovelulu]

apparently there are sites on the clear web that sell nitazenes, but that's all I can tell you. fentanyl is gonna be dark web or street.

im not too interested in fent anyway, so nitazenes will make do.

 

[peacebenow]

apparently there are sites on the clear web that sell nitazenes, but that's all I can tell you. fentanyl is gonna be dark web or street.

on the clear web as in general internet? how hard it must be to find.

 

[ilovenewyork]

There's those starbust candies. If you eat enough of them you'll die. Just have to find a source for volume purchase.

 

[violetforever]

i wish overdose was simple. id rather a lifeless laying body than a hanging one.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

A natural way would be to crack open 9-10 morello cherries, extract the kernels from the cracked stones, chew them extremely thoroughly and finally swallow. As with apricot kernels, where you need around 20 kernels, you will sense an almond-like flavor, which is due to the cyanide precursor amygdalin from the chewed extracted kernel seed being converted to HCN and benzaldehyde by enzymes in the saliva, the flavor coming from the benzaldehyde. So you create your own cyanide poison for your CTB. I tried 3 plum stones and detected that flavor, but many more plum kernels are needed for any chance of a successful CTB.

You may consider combining this technique with use of other substances, chemicals, drugs, alcohol, etc., as long as they do not interfere as techniques with each other, in order to be more sure of getting successful CTB.

Red cherry pits contain 3.9 mg/g of amygdalin, black pits contain 2.7 mg/g, while morello cherry seeds excel with 65 mg/g. The lethal threshold for ingested amygdalin is between 9 and 60 mg per kg of body weight for the average adult. With cherry pits weighing around 1 gram, a 150-lb person needs to ingest at minimum 612 mg of amygdalin to get a lethal dose of cyanide. That means 157 red, 227 black, and 9 morello cherry pits.

The seeds inside apricots, peaches, apples, plums, and almonds all contain significant amounts of amygdalin, but morello cherry kernels seem to be really efficient for CTB. Of course, the lethal number of kernels should be chewed as fast as possible, but thoroughly, so the body does not have time to remove the cyanide fast enough to prevent CTB.

 

[8hsjyd]

Note that overdose as a method has a 2-8% success rate averaged across all cases; generally it requires some effort to be successful and simply isn't for the majority of people. Individual methodologies (such as those suggested here) do indeed vary in efficacy, but simply be mindful.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

Like the title says, I would prefer to overdose. I dont want my parents to see my body hanging, you know? I'd rather them just see my lifeless body laying down somewhere rather than me hanging from a rope. I have no idea what to overdose on and I would really appreciate some help, which substances or medications could I overdose on and I could get pretty easily? And where would I get them? I really need an answer soon.

I have been considering overdosing, together with another MTF transgirl, on a combination of the non-prescription painkillers paracetamol, ibuprofen and aspirin, ingesting them over several hours up to and beyond the fatal levels for each of them. But the general view seems to be that such over-the-counter (OTC) medicines are not ideal for CTB, as it appears they kill only after days or weeks by destroying body organs such as the liver and kidneys. To read that was disappointing. I was looking for CTB within a day.

If this is true, maybe I should look at prescription medicine. I only have one prescription, for Ramipril as an ACE blocker to reduce blood pressure. I found a case of a 17-year old girl who overdosed on 22 of her father's Ramipril pills and she went to hospital, where she recovered after needing several days treatment. So maybe I could fatally overdose on 30 or more pills, just taking them in handfuls until I pass out. The quantity should not be a problem, as I receive a pack of 300 pills on each prescription. Enough for both of us. And the effects are boosted by alcohol intake, which I would do anyway, by rectal injection of vodka, so it goes directly into the bloodstream, avoiding the stomach and associated nausea/vomiting.

A teen girl or young woman is unlikely to to be on such medication. But her parents or other older relatives, maybe? If so, she could be tempted to help herself to a sufficient number without them being initially missed, at least not until she has done CTB with them, with or without an alcohol boost.