Help subliminal to kill yourself?

[bigballsniqqa]

is there any subliminal online to help me kill myself, i really need one, anyone who could make one please help me, i really need to go but i always find myself cancelling last moment

 

[GargoyleFiend]

what?

 

[EmptyBottle]

subliminal thoughts... doubt that places that offer it will have ctb as their available topics

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Nobody can actively encourage you to CTB.

You have a strong SI! That's what causes you problems and lets you stop any attempt in the last minutes (seconds).

What's your method? If it's not "peaceful" enough for you that might be the problem. But again, even the method of choice is your own personal decision that nobody else can take for you.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Nobody can actively encourage you to CTB.

You have a strong SI! That's what causes you problems and lets you stop any attempt in the last minutes (seconds).

What's your method? If it's not "peaceful" enough for you that might be problem. But again, even the method of choice is your own personal decision that nobody else can take for you.

glad for this response. SaSu is pro-choice not pro-CTB (as in, users here generally accept CTB and non-CTB options, it's unfortunate imo users choose CTB, but the bus already fills enough regularly with or without SaSu... just fail rate goes down)

 

[JesiBel]

I don't think it's a good idea to force yourself to do something you're not entirely convinced of..

I think the right moment will come without planning it too much. Life always surprises us with a lot of negative things... until we finally get fed up.

 

[Pale_Rider]

It's occurred to me that subliminal would defeat SI, but no. Subliminal isn't that strong. It's just a suggestion after all.

 

[Knoc]

I don't think it's a good idea to force yourself to do something you're not entirely convinced of..

I think the right moment will come without planning it too much. Life always surprises us with a lot of negative things... until we finally get fed up.

I'm afraid that moment would never come for someone like me. I'm so resilient to negative life events because of my specific mental illness; it's a state of homogenous and steady misery no matter what happens. Not even close enough to use it as CTB fuel; something is really wrong with me upstairs.

It's almost like a superpower; you can call me Capitan Miseria.

The only way I have of CTB is forcing myself to do it , sort of acting out my impulses.

I'm not advocating for op to do this btw, everyone's brain is different, i just wanted to share my own experencie.

 

[bigballsniqqa]

what?

subliminal, music that has words in the background believed to manifest stuff irl

Nobody can actively encourage you to CTB.

You have a strong SI! That's what causes you problems and lets you stop any attempt in the last minutes (seconds).

What's your method? If it's not "peaceful" enough for you that might be the problem. But again, even the method of choice is your own personal decision that nobody else can take for you.

partial suspension, right before i black out i get up cos of SI

I don't think it's a good idea to force yourself to do something you're not entirely convinced of..

I think the right moment will come without planning it too much. Life always surprises us with a lot of negative things... until we finally get fed up.

this makes sense but i really need to go lmao