Venting Stupid decision-Waiting to see what comes of it

[stilhavinightmares]

Thinking of you, OP.

 

[D34DbyD4WN]

OP, how are you doing? Any updates? Still with us..?

 

[EXPUNGED]

I'm thinking about you today

 

[AbyssalAlien]

I am guessing you are already aware of how long death from this would take.

It will be painful and long. Opposite of how a lot of us here want to die. What made you so hellbent to die that even something this tortorous is better than nothing?

 

[Gone.]

No argument here. Don't know what your health condition is, but, usually, for someone relatively healthy, your immune system will successfully defend against such invaders.

Mate... If this is the case, why do otherwise healthy individuals fall ill or get sepsis?

 

[Swolfy]

I just read thru this post and man, I relate so much to how you feel. I don't use laxatives, I just starve myself and self-harm. But I see so many similarities. I've been thinking of suicide since an early age too. Lately been going psychotic and not sleeping just fantasizing about death too. For literally months now microsleeping. Finally settled on a method, acquired it and now I'm at peace for a little bit.