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farewell_lover

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Mar 3, 2025
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I am stuck in an IOP program. At the beginning I thought it might give me hope to find a way to live my stupid life. But now I don't really find any common ground with the people there. I come from a completely different culture and have different concerns in this world. On the other hand, my husband is not willing to participate or support my treatment. I really feel desperate. I deal with side effects of mental health medications all the time. I feel like I have no one in this world. Please take a moment to cry with me (even though I have not been able to cry for sooo long).😣
 
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FakeProdigy

FakeProdigy

Can you feel my heart?
Apr 6, 2025
41
Hang in there, I'll be thinking about you.
 
FakeProdigy

FakeProdigy

Can you feel my heart?
Apr 6, 2025
41
I don't want to be here anymore
I feel you, I really do since I feel the say way you do. Remember this choice is yours and yours only to make. I have decided to stick around a tiny bit longer since I want to see one last time if things will improve. I hope that whatever you end up choosing it'll be the decision that brings you peace.
 
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_RustyLeaf321

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Nov 28, 2023
40
I am stuck in an IOP program. At the beginning I thought it might give me hope to find a way to live my stupid life. But now I don't really find any common ground with the people there. I come from a completely different culture and have different concerns in this world. On the other hand, my husband is not willing to participate or support my treatment. I really feel desperate. I deal with side effects of mental health medications all the time. I feel like I have no one in this world. Please take a moment to cry with me (even though I have not been able to cry for sooo long).😣
I do feel very sorry you have to go through this whole situation, and moreover that your husband does not support you in regard pf your hardships. I'm can listwn if you are willing to just vent, hoping it could at least relieve you a little
 
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