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Help Strange Withdrawal Symptoms Plus Fear of Reading Methods

MyChoiceToLeave

MyChoiceToLeave

Psychiatry Destroyed My Life
Jul 4, 2020
69
I was given so many psych meds in my lifetime it disabled me. I have a bipolar disorder diagnosis. I recently tried some new medications a specialist prescribed which was supposed to help reverse some of the damages but I ended up much worse. I had to cold turkey this medication called Addyi and it gave me complete insomnia. I only got one hour of sleep last night. My brain only responds to benzos because I'm addicted to them. How can I ever get to sleep again? How do I survive this withdrawal? Sleep is my ultimate escape from my painful life. Also, I get terrified sometimes reading about methods and I don't know how to overcome that.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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If you're trouble sleeping is caused by the Addyi it should pass as it gets out of your system. Sorry if I misunderstood.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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What terrifies you about reading methods lovely?
 
MyChoiceToLeave

MyChoiceToLeave

Psychiatry Destroyed My Life
Jul 4, 2020
69
The doctor who prescribed it said I'm so sensitive to meds that it messed with my parasympathetic nervous system and I need to get my vagus nerve under control. I tried running a 5K to tire me but now my heart is pounding more. I have no idea how much longer this withdrawal is going to last. The methods just make me more scared. Life and dying and death are all very scary.
 
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