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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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Meanwhile stories about people that were caught hanging and survived with permanent damage scare the shit out of me
 
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thefirstluminary

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There are some members here who jumped from high places and ended up being disabled it is very horrifying
heck even just seeing those hanging videos or images gives me goosebumps it will traumatizing for the one finding the body it's very ugly sadly that's probably method I'm going for
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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There are some members here who jumped from high places and ended up being disabled it is very horrifying
heck even just seeing those hanging videos or images gives me goosebumps it will traumatizing for the one finding the body it's very ugly sadly that's probably method I'm going for
I'm going for hanging too, I really wish I had a firearm. I hear there's an increasing number of shootings in my area despite me being in Canada, have no clue how someone would even get a gun on the black market.

Guess I'll have to go for hanging and pray I don't fail
 
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2muchpain2

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Feb 27, 2025
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as long as you are not found within the critical 30-45 minutes, you will die. it's when people are found too early that they live.
I'm going for hanging too, I really wish I had a firearm. I hear there's an increasing number of shootings in my area despite me being in Canada, have no clue how someone would even get a gun on the black market.

Guess I'll have to go for hanging and pray I don't fail
you are in canada, so starting in march of 2027 they will begin approving euthanasia for people with debilitating mental health struggles. I don't know the details, perhaps you do but canada isn't a bad place to be in our situations.
I'm going for hanging too, I really wish I had a firearm. I hear there's an increasing number of shootings in my area despite me being in Canada, have no clue how someone would even get a gun on the black market.

Guess I'll have to go for hanging and pray I don't fail
you are in canada, so starting in march of 2027 they will begin approving euthanasia for people with debilitating mental health struggles. I don't know the details, perhaps you do but canada isn't a bad place to be in our situations.
 
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restingplace

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Mar 7, 2024
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I get it, I had friends who've successfully attempted and at times it's difficult not to feel envious. It's a really powerful feeling, I can't describe it but I just feel pained
 
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2muchpain2

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Feb 27, 2025
328
idk if you've seen the wiki page that lists all the celebrities who have ctb and the methods they've used, but so many people have used hanging or partial hanging and it's worked.
 
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iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
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There are some members here who jumped from high places and ended up being disabled it is very horrifying
heck even just seeing those hanging videos or images gives me goosebumps it will traumatizing for the one finding the body it's very ugly sadly that's probably method I'm going for
dude this is genuinely my biggest fear, surviving and having to be disabled for the rest of your life. as if life wasn't hard enough that you had to ctb in the first place.
 
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Dec 2, 2025
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It gives me courage too, it's how I became addicted to gore. I started looking at photos of people who'd successfully decapitated themselves under trains and it just spiralled out of control from there.
 
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