Still here.

[The nerd]

Been a while, hello everyone.

I was down. Deep down, bad. Thought my life was over, thought I'd be in some deep shit due to some dumb mistake in losing my job and basically was ready to leave my life and family behind. I found this place in 12/2019 and met someone, a woman that entered my life at the time I needed her most. We only talked for a couple of days, yet those couple of days meant the world to me and I will love her forever for being there when I needed someone. She talked me off the ledge and without her I wouldn't be alive today, I know it. I purchased a large tub of SN and was ready to go. Made a goodbye video and shared tears with my wife, said my goodbyes and set a date. I was done……but that woman I met here kept me alive.

I guess why I share my story is to remind you all that no matter how bad things may seem, they can always get better. People care, and there is always someone to talk to if you ever need. I am living proof, all it takes is someone to talk to sometimes and life can get better. I hope this helps someone.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. I'm sure this will help someone. The truth is that life can really take a turn sometimes. I'm happy to know that you have given life a second chance. I hope things are better, although it's a process. I wish you the best :)

 

[The nerd]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. I'm sure this will help someone. The truth is that life can really take a turn sometimes. I'm happy to know that you have given life a second chance. I hope things are better, although it's a process. I wish you the best :)

Thank you! It can and does get better if you're patient. Honestly, I still hate life, but not enough to end it all. what happened before was my one circumstance basically. I have a couple things that could happen to me that I'd consider ending my own life, and what happened back in 2019 was number 1 for me. The knee jerk reaction led to desperation (If you were bored enough check old posts when I joined, I re-read them and didn't recognize the person that wrote all that) and I am grateful that it turned around.