Venting still hate it here

[stevie23]

still regret not hanging myself a couple of months back, but oh well (for now). i am literally alone in my room with only my thoughts and shit-head parents ruining my mood every single day and minute. anyways see u next time maybe.

 

[FF777]

don't let your dumb parents ruin the vibe for you all the time.. do you have any real-life friends to hang out with?.. and also, your computer can be a huge window to the outside world.. there are chat rooms and communities and games you can play with people and all sorts of stuff (i'm sure you already know all that stuff but still).. go on the Luanti game or some thing and build stuff with people..

wait unless you are on just a phone?.. i don't know how people can just access the internet from a phone.. you should get an actual computer if you don't have one then, it is so much better than just a phone..

but if you are young and healthy and don't have any ailments then please don't go about CTB yet.. you would be snubbing out the entire rest of your life, and it isn't like you are going to be sitting in that room doing nothing for the entirety of your life..

also, i don't know your parents but, and i hope this doesn't sound too cringe but, have you thought about actually trying to get along with your parents more, even if they are kind of douchebags some times?.. or maybe telling them what you are going through a little bit or some thing?.. i dunno, just suggestions.. i'm just trying to think of things that might help you out in your situation, but most all people have this same type of growing pains arc where they aren't really a kid any more but they are still stuck with their parents because they aren't yet old enough to be able to have a place and job of their own and all that, so you are kind of stuck in this period where it is the worst of both worlds but every one goes through that usually and it passes and is not permanent.. you don't need a permanent solution to a temporary problem.. i promise you that your life will not always be like it is right now..

love and light..