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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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Well, I texted my mom and dad about asking them about the truth of a girl named AMH I won't type her full name since I know that would be considered doxxing, so I just want advice from this community what should I do with the knowledge of knowing I was raped by a police officer that AMH set me up to be raped when I tried running away, but I don't have the empirical evidence to prove my case and the people who care about me won't even tell me the truth about what happened to me should I just continue my life as is and hope that one day I'll eventually die from something I don't plan on taking my life anymore despite the fact I would rather be dead at times.
 
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NZkiwi

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Sep 17, 2019
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Well, I texted my mom and dad about asking them about the truth of a girl named AMH I won't type her full name since I know that would be considered doxxing, so I just want advice from this community what should I do with the knowledge of knowing I was raped by a police officer that AMH set me up to be raped when I tried running away, but I don't have the empirical evidence to prove my case and the people who care about me won't even tell me the truth about what happened to me should I just continue my life as is and hope that one day I'll eventually die from something I don't plan on taking my life anymore despite the fact I would rather be dead at times.
im sirry to hear your were gasit and undermined

hard to build that trust in people
any people in your life now you can tell and they beleive you?
or they all are putting it under the rug?
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
562
im sirry to hear your were gasit and undermined

hard to build that trust in people
any people in your life now you can tell and they beleive you?
or they all are putting it under the rug?
I don't think I can tell anyone maybe I'm just wasting my time, and they are just putting it under the rug and maybe they are hoping I'll give up on it and forget about it I mean I used to attempt suicide because of all this but now I'm just at the point where I just want to live and have someone tell me the truth.
 
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NZkiwi

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Sep 17, 2019
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I don't think I can tell anyone maybe I'm just wasting my time, and they are just putting it under the rug and maybe they are hoping I'll give up on it and forget about it I mean I used to attempt suicide because of all this but now I'm just at the point where I just want to live and have someone tell me the truth.
you might not be able to get the trith from your blood family

the relationship toi have in your head might not be present in any reasonable reality

but you might be able to get the truth from your chosen family

one of my close friends was sexually assaulted when he was a mid and his oarents covered it up
he opens up to me and a few friend

hope this space could he a safe space if you wanna share more
or you find someone in your life you can talk to
might be helpful
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
562
you might not be able to get the trith from your blood family

the relationship toi have in your head might not be present in any reasonable reality

but you might be able to get the truth from your chosen family

one of my close friends was sexually assaulted when he was a mid and his oarents covered it up
he opens up to me and a few friend

hope this space could he a safe space if you wanna share more
or you find someone in your life you can talk to
might be helpful
Yeah, I might have to give up on getting the truth out of my family in general since they don't seem to care maybe the best rational explanation I can think of is that they do care but they don't want to tell me the truth for their own reasons or maybe because they think they're protecting em which is still bullshit to me but whatever.
 

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