state of mind when i do it

[stupidldiot]

ok so im drunk now while i write this, i will take my own life sooner or later, when i do i intend to be drunk but also its worth fasting for a few days leading up to suicide. you will be clearer headed more clinical less fearful less emotional. these are two things i have noticed about fasting/drunken combination. i've come to the realization that when i do it i want a definite way out not any maybes. carbon monoxide, overdoses and semi hanging are all shite methods. i will either throw myself from a high place, hang myself or blow my head off with a shotgun. working on getting the means for this method. or as a real last resort, i have considered a high speed car crash into something very solid in a car with safety features removed.

 

[lostmyacc]

Being drunk removes your inhibitions. I would advise not to attempt nor plan while drunk. Probably better to do everything in a sober mindeset.

Drug overdose personally is my method.

 

[stupidldiot]

Being drunk removes your inhibitions. I would advise not to attempt nor plan while drunk. Probably better to do everything in a sober mindeset.

Drug overdose personally is my method.

drug overdoses are so unreliable though, emergency services have other drugs to just inject you with to counteract whatever you've taken. most people who take drug overdoses end up calling emergency services once they start feeling ill and getting scared. i need something i cant go back from and that destroys me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand wanting a reliable way to exit. To me, it is horrifying the thought of a method failing. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

Maybe drinking is the point to remove inhibitions.