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meltskelt

meltskelt

who?
Aug 11, 2023
97
I just wanted t write the things I'll start doing before trying to ctb
1- Lose a good amout of weight ( trying to be like, BMI 17 or at least 18)
2- writing a goodbye letter for myself because there is no other person
3- Planning what I need and buying everything
4- Maybe finding someone who would die with me, but probably just doing it solo lol
5- ctb

( I've started fasting longer periods, as August starts the plan is a 72h one at least) - still need to think a date to end things
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

Experienced
Apr 26, 2024
235
What's your method if I may ask?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,686
I wish you the best in your plans.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matter?
 
meltskelt

meltskelt

who?
Aug 11, 2023
97
Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matteI
It might be silly, but I want to feel I have done something with my life and losing weigth is the easiest. I still care a little about my appearance, I think?
 
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emma99

Student
Jul 31, 2024
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Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matter?
I don't think it is.

For the salts, weight means more salt.
For the inert gases it means more gas (and a bigger bag)
For hanging it means a stronger rope
For drowning, heavy people will float easier

In terms of death itself although its not weight loss, Fasting will help avoid the mess of your bowels emptying
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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It might be silly, but I want to feel I have done something with my life and losing weigth is the easiest. I still care a little about my appearance, I think?
Im the same way, im trying to loose weight before I go to just to feel like I accomplished something
 
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