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Nurse T

Member
Aug 23, 2020
99
So my time has come, I'm going with the 8 hour fast.
10am anti sickness + diazepam
12pm anti sickness x3
3 pm anti sickness x3 + diazepam
4pm 20g Sn in 40ml water.

I'm not going to document my progress as I'm turning my phone off.
Iv tried to get well but the demons just return again and again and I upset so many people. It's not fair on them or me anymore. I appreciate everyone support on here, and wish you peace on your journeys x
 
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DeadButDreaming

DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
I hope you have a peaceful exit. All the best.
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
i'm sorry it has come to this. If you are really sure, also prepare a second dose of SN, in case you vomit too much.

You can change your mind until the very last minute before you take the SN. It's no shame and people won't judge you for that here.
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
130
So my time has come, I'm going with the 8 hour fast.
10am anti sickness + diazepam
12pm anti sickness x3
3 pm anti sickness x3 + diazepam
4pm 20g Sn in 40ml water.

I'm not going to document my progress as I'm turning my phone off.
Iv tried to get well but the demons just return again and again and I upset so many people. It's not fair on them or me anymore. I appreciate everyone support on here, and wish you peace on your journeys x
Hope u found peace
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,414
All the love and peace in this world and the next to you and like @DutchSuicidalPerson said if you change your mind no shame and no one will judge you here, we are one global family. Walter
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
I hope you finally rest in peace and go quickly. I also go with SN although no date. A hug.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
So my time has come, I'm going with the 8 hour fast.
10am anti sickness + diazepam
12pm anti sickness x3
3 pm anti sickness x3 + diazepam
4pm 20g Sn in 40ml water.

I'm not going to document my progress as I'm turning my phone off.
Iv tried to get well but the demons just return again and again and I upset so many people. It's not fair on them or me anymore. I appreciate everyone support on here, and wish you peace on your journeys x
See u other side :(
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I'm so sorry its come to this, I've been wondering how you are since your last post and I guess now I know that things haven't improved. Like others have said your SS family is here if you change your mind. I'm not sure if you'll even read this but I hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
I hope whether you decide to do it or not,you find a little bit of relief and stop suffering, i am sorry to the circumstances that had led you to this,we are here whenever you need us.


Lots of good vibes ❤️
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
I don't think Nurse T succeeded with the SN? She hasn't posted since Thursday but her profile says she was last active yesterday, unless she was already signed in and someone got access to her phone or computer?
 
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