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Preparingforpeace

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Jul 4, 2022
43
8 hours in no food or water.
SN tonight.

Wish me luck
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Thinking of you xxx
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,576
I wish you relief from your suffering. Best wishes.
 
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Preparingforpeace

Member
Jul 4, 2022
43
Thank you all. I'll keep you apprised as the day goes on.

I have not been able to acquire any of the items to go with the SN like Meto etc...

So I'm gonna mix 3 glasses.
Throw up one, down another. Again? Down the next.
Heck, maybe I'll mix up 4.

Fingers crossed.
 
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starryeyedgemini

starryeyedgemini

It's where my demons hide
Jun 5, 2022
64
. It really is a shame you have come to this point but I hope you find the peace you are looking for. Take care and all the best
 
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QuietEnd

Doing the work
Jul 8, 2022
86
I hope you find peace
 
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starryeyedgemini

starryeyedgemini

It's where my demons hide
Jun 5, 2022
64
Thank you all. I'll keep you apprised as the day goes on.

I have not been able to acquire any of the items to go with the SN like Meto etc...

So I'm gonna mix 3 glasses.
Throw up one, down another. Again? Down the next.
Heck, maybe I'll mix up 4.

Fingers crossed.
I haven't come across an instance where a 3rd glass was required however I suppose there's no harm in being prepared. It's a shame you haven't been able to aquire any additional items to make the SN more peaceful. But I'm sending you a cwtch (a welsh hug) to help you during your last moments x
 
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Astronauta

Student
Aug 9, 2022
104
Que você encontre a paz !
 
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Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
@Preparingforpeace Wishing you the best of luck in finding your peace.
 
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1000winds

Student
Jul 24, 2022
152
i wish you all the best
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Wishing you a peaceful journey and freedom.
 
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jossstick

bus is here ✌️☮️
Jul 26, 2022
18
Wishing you the most peaceful everything 🤗
 
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Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
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I hope everything goes smoothly for you @Preparingforpeace and that you have a very comfortable and pleasant journey, and you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
320
Please keep us updated whatever you choose to do. Take care
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
Many blessings upon you. I hope you have a peaceful passing and journey.
 
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Null187

New Member
Aug 5, 2022
2
I've also been trying to get SN. If you fail your attempt, how do you recover from it without going to the hospital?
 
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Preparingforpeace

Member
Jul 4, 2022
43
Im still here. Fighting some SI haven't been able to take it yet
 
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Preparingforpeace

Member
Jul 4, 2022
43
I don't want to wait. I want this.
Don't know why the si is kicking in. Didn't expect it.
I'm afraid of it failing, I suppose.
 
1000winds

1000winds

Student
Jul 24, 2022
152
i think si is the greatest obstacle to overcome. i guess it's only natural. i hope you find peace in whatever you decide. it's ok to hold off and try another day. sending virtual hugs your way
 
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Preparingforpeace

Member
Jul 4, 2022
43
Thank you.

They're all mixed up, I'm gonna have a smoke, and down the 1st one

I got some on my skin anyway, and already feel some effects. So no going back now.
1st glass down. Now we wait
1st glass down. Now I wait.

No puking yet
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
Hope everything worked out and there was no pain, I'll miss our talks but I hope you got your peace now.
Thank you.

They're all mixed up, I'm gonna have a smoke, and down the 1st one

I got some on my skin anyway, and already feel some effects. So no going back now.
1st glass down. Now we wait
1st glass down. Now I wait.

No puking yet
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
320
Hope you found peace.
 
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