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Suicide hotlines exist. We all know about 'em.
Your post confuses me.
Let me rephrase: Coming into a space where people want to feel safe to talk about things like this without judgment or people trying to "save" them, then asking people to reconsider is unethical. No one arrives at this point without careful consideration and understanding the gravity of this choice.
I didn't try to do anything. Please do not pass judgement.
I'm not sure why you're being so antagonistic. He was just asking if there was anything that would make her reconsider
Hi sweetie. I genuinely believe there's no hope for redemption. I just need to make it through this. And all the suffering will be gone.
what brought you here? If it's alright to ask.
Peace to you, hope you get it and it's ok to back out. No pressure. I've BPD too, so I know how painful it can be. You are not alone, Liberty.
Mental illness is rough as fuck. The serious stuff never goes away and sends ripples and waves through the whole of our lives. I feel it, too, and sucks tremendously. I hope you can find peace, however you see fit to attain it.
I think I've lost everyone. My environment feels rather hostile ngl. And yes CPTSD is very similar to BPD. I can totally understand how you must feel.
Hi baby. I'm so sorry to hear that. BPD is probably one of the worst mental disorders out there. I can't control mine anymore i feel like destroying everything and everyone around me. It's best for me to go. I just need to have the courage to complete what I started a month ago.
I am sorry to hear that. I hope you find peace too.
Your environment as in your household? oh and thank you for saying that. I've recently noticed I related to many people with BPD. I did not know BPD symptoms until this week.
That's exactly how I feel too. I can never tell if it's really how it is or if it's the condition causing misperception.
I feel you. I feel like leaving will be so much more peaceful and people around me will be safer and happier.
I've never been officially diagnosed as such, but I've experienced the symptoms and effects of CPTSD/BPD for many years and it really takes its toll.
Please test your SN so you know it is legit. Just a reminder. I am happy to have exchanged some words in this forum. Thanks for existing, even if it was painful. Much love with whatever your decision ends up being. If you decide to not go through with it, we will be here.
Is there any simple way to test it at home? Also thank you so much. It was a pleasure being here.
Sn yes
I wish as a fellow BPDer that it is possible for you to keep living. But I know that it's painful. Still, if I can offer my friendship, I would. I know the loneliness of this disorder. Offering hugs...
