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HaibaneRakka

HaibaneRakka

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Something that often bothers me at times is humanities desire to understand something and that oneday we may find something disturbing like if there is a soul if there is a god ect. Right now we talk so comforable about the brain like your reward center isnt functioning or just whatever to the point its like I am me I am not just a random bunch of hormones firing off. I made a mistake a few nights ago deep diving with ai and the idea of a world with out true spiritual or theological purpose has shaken me alot because its like if life is flat whats the purpose? If all my emotions are not my own why live, if my soul isnt real why exist. I dont know how to word this properly I still have my own spiritual belief system but like idk I just feel disconnected from everything lately and its really hard. Its why sometimes I read paranormal or strange encounter stories to try to re affirm myself some guy in a labcoat wont take my entire world away from me.
 
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AI is getting information from scientific sources so it is going to yap at you like a stanch scientist..

in reality though science isn't really "settled" on a lot of things like we think it is, and there are lots of branches that are experimenting with paranormal stuff.. one thing is the random number generators (also known as random event generators) that people can affect slightly by sheer will power (desiring an outcome).. the effect is VERY small but it is statistically significant and it is reproducable and they don't know why..

an other experiment that brings reproducable results is where they show random images to a person watching a screen.. most of the images are very pleasant happy images, but every once in a while it will show a completely shocking and horrible disgusting image.. they have the person hooked up to a machine that reads um (i forget what it reads exactly) some kind of electrical or brain response from the person, and they find that a person's thing they are monitoring has a response about 2.5 seconds on average in advance before a horrible/shocking image is shown on the screen.. some how the person sort of knows (maybe just subconsciously) that a bad thing is about to happen (seeing a shocking image) and so part of their psychic side of their self is kind of warning or preparing the person a little.. And an other weird thing about it is that the system showing the images doesn't choose the images in advance; it only decides which image to randomly show RIGHT as it is showing it, so the 2.5 average response time from the human being monitored actually knows that a bad image is coming before the system its self even knows it..

a scientist guy named Dean Radin has done a lot of research on those two types of phenomenons..

also, in general, some times a person has some unique experiences first-hand from their own life where you kind of see some of the "cracks" in our world that shows you a little glimpse of things behind the scenes.. like for me there are 3 things i can remember..

one is that i used to be slightly psychic when i was a kid, like we had a cat that we (me and mom) used to let in and out all the time and it always came back, but one day i just KNEW that if we let it out that day it would never come back, and i told my mom "don't let the cat out or it won't come back" and she didn't believe me and let it out any way like we always do, but then it never came back ever again.. and other things like in school when the intercom in the classroom would turn on i some how could feel that it was going to call for me to go to the office (it rarely called for me but when it did i knew it was going to when it turned on and the person from the office started yapping).. and also when mom was driving us to a new place like a hotel or restaurant or where ever, i could tell if it was going to be a fun place or a crappy not fun place some how.. but sadly over time that psychicness faded and i didn't know why but i suspect it was because i was learning (like all humans do) to trust in empirical data only that we see with our eyes and i guess we block out any psychicness or what ever..

an other thing is that while i was living in my girlfriend's house, one day (i think it was either the afternoon or evening) we were sitting in her bedroom and i was sitting on the bed and she was on some chair...... and this ball/orb of light flew across the room (i didn't see where it came from when it appeared) very quickly.. it wasn't very big and as it was flying it got smaller and it was headed towards the windows in the room on the opposite side from where it must have appeared (it was flying in a straight line through the middle of the room).. it wasn't scary at all.. it was just like "okay well that just happened what ever it was", but i didn't say any thing at first because i wanted to see if my girlfriend also saw any thing or not (her back was facing towards me while she was in her chair so i wasn't sure she saw the thing fly past or not).. and but she DID say some thing.. she said "did you just see that?" and then i said "YES! that ball of light! WTF was that?".. i think we talked about it for a minute but i don't remember what we said but we didn't talk about it for a long time for some reason.. i guess there wasn't really much to say besides yeah a ball of light or some thing flew through the room..

there is actually some thing else that happened several days after that.. by the way this house was in a small town and it had a graveyard some where in the neighborhood.. not sure if that has any thing to do with stuff or not but any way..
so like a few days after that ball of light happened..... me and girlfriend were laying in her bed and it was night and we were going to sleep.. but then my girlfriend said like "what is that?!?" and i said "what is what?" and she jumped out of bed and went in to the other corner of the room.. and she said it is some floating jellyfish thing or some thing.. and i said "it is probably nothing, just come back to bed", but really i was scared to open my eyes.. i kept repeating in my brain "do NOT get curious and open your eyes.. do NOT open your eyes even for a second" because i did NOT want to see some thing scary......... i guess it disappeared what ever it was, and she slowly came back to bed and said it was some type of jellyfish-looking thing.. the next day i asked her more about it and i asked how she could see it in the dark.. i asked if it was glowing or what.. um i don't even remember what her answer was now because it has been so long.. but i now regret not opening my eyes.. by the way she is some one who never lied about any thing or would make stuff like that up.. and plus we saw the ball of light together so i know that was real already.. but i wish i would have opened my eyes so i would have the story to tell first-hand instead of second-hand from just my girlfriend..

okay and so, the 3rd paranormal thing that happened in my life was actually in that same room.. one day in the afternoon i was just laying on that bed and it was comfy, and then i was just kind of daydreaming and happened to have a thought that was really comfy.. it was me walking in to an old campy restaurant with not many people in it and i was imagining this guy in the corner lazily playing a guitar and it was a super comfy thought and so i guess the thing happened where your body goes to sleep but mind is still awake and this loud electrical buzzing sound happened and that jolted me back to fully being awake, and then i realized that i just experienced the typical buzzing sound that people experience when they go out of body or astral project or what ever it is.. i've never been able to do OBE stuff so that one experience is the closest i've ever gotten to it but at least i have that experience now as kind of proof to my self that maybe some thing more exists out there, you know?..

there is one other paranormal thing i'll mention.. i can't confirm this and it isn't spirit or ghosts...... but one night i was driving my friend home at night time..... there was an orange oval thing in the sky where i had never seen it before.. it was way too high to be any sort of light, and there has never been a light there any way (i've driven this street a billion times because i live in this place), and it wasn't moving.. it was just staying in the same place.. it looked far off.. me and friend wondered what it was.. i kept staring at it the whole time i'm driving down the main street thing, but then i get to the place where i turn in to his neighborhood to take him home, and i quickly drop him off and say bye because i want to go back to the street and look at that thing more...... but when i go back to the street that thing is GONE... i can't see it any where and i looked all over the sky every where for it and it is no where.. so where the heck did it go so fast?? it was just hovering in one place and then who knows where it went so quickly.. not any where in the sky i can see any more.. so if i would have known it was going to disappear i would have stopped the car and had me and my friend keep watching that thing..

yeah, so those are all of my personal paranormal experiences for my life pretty much.. i'm a person that strongly believes in spirit world.. i think we are still conscious energy after we physically die here..

and by the way, here is a site with a lot of interesting NDEs you can read.. a lot of these are really interesting: https://research.iands.org/ndes/nde-stories/iands-nde-accounts.html

any way, don't let science or AI bother you.. AI just gets its information from science websites, and science is kind of still in the dark ages as far as how the spiritual side of the universe really works.. it's going to take science a long time to catch up to what is really going on..
 
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