Spiralling

[goldenvirginia]

This week I feel like I'm spiralling out of control. Everyday my thoughts get darker, more intense and hard to deal with. I just want to close my eyes and not wake up.

 

[ClownMe]

I feel you, life for me lately has been excruciatingly painful. Hope things get a little better for you.

 

[goldenvirginia]

Thanks, I hope they do for you too. I'm not sure this time though. It feels more absolute than ever before. Don't think there's a way back anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I understand how you feel, our thoughts can torture us. I also hope to never wake again, that is the thing I want the most. Life really can be a nightmare. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[goldenvirginia]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I understand how you feel, our thoughts can torture us. I also hope to never wake again, that is the thing I want the most. Life really can be a nightmare. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

If only you could just will it to happen. Make the choice, go to sleep and it's as simple as that.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

Fighting against ctb is generally uphill battle. While you have to summon everything you got to resist it, it is attacking you effortlessly. But it is sometimes possible to win this battle. Wish you best.