followingfate
Member
- Dec 26, 2020
- 39
I am so frustrated that I haven't been able to just ctb yet.
I keep causing issues with my s/o and I just make them worse and worse. I'm sure I've only made their life worse since I've met them. I'm sure they must dislike me in some way. they have to. I fuck everything up.
I want to die. I want to be dead. I want to stop fucking things up. I want my s/o to be happy. I don't want to cause them anymore trouble. they don't deserve it.
why did i have to be like this. why did i have to be born with this mind. I just want it to end.
it would be so easy. just a little SN, that's all I'd have to do. its so fucking tempting. this life should've been over a long time ago.
I keep causing issues with my s/o and I just make them worse and worse. I'm sure I've only made their life worse since I've met them. I'm sure they must dislike me in some way. they have to. I fuck everything up.
I want to die. I want to be dead. I want to stop fucking things up. I want my s/o to be happy. I don't want to cause them anymore trouble. they don't deserve it.
why did i have to be like this. why did i have to be born with this mind. I just want it to end.
it would be so easy. just a little SN, that's all I'd have to do. its so fucking tempting. this life should've been over a long time ago.
