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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
I was in psych class and a classmate was talking about our final project. Make a video on any subject. She chose suicide and wanted to play a suicide related song. I told her a great one is Survive by rise against. The teacher said no it's not a song she thinks suicidal people would listen to. I almost wanted to shout " bitch I've tied my noose to this song so many times but stopped myself because of this motherfucking song."
I'm mad that so many assholes believe suicidal people like lame cliche songs like 1-877-273-8255 by logic.
Like first off suicide hotline fucking sucks bleached dick. Second most suicidal people I know listen to heavy metal when they contemplating to ctb.

What are song y'all like?
I'm going to figure out how to post the two songs and you'll tell me what you think?
Hotline
Or
Survive
But you'll probably have better taste in music.
Lol this turned into a rant.


 
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Zinz

Zinz

Wizard
Apr 28, 2021
638
I don't like this song I just imagine pro lifers would consider this relatable to us

 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,408
Often when I listen to this song I start getting second thoughts about my suicide:


It doesn't have any words but something about the mood of it compels me to keep trying in spite of how bad it gets. In the days leading up to my actual suicide I should probably keep this on loop as much as possible in hopes that constant exposure will actually lessen its effects.
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
I feel like the song is mocking me and saying I've just had a bad day. Makes me wanna throw hands.
Yessssssssssss like don't worry go to bed only 364 more days like this in reality
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Lots of people on here like crappy sappy songs, you're bound to hurt someone's feelings... :))
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Cutting Crew, l just died in your arms Tonight!
 
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popuoh

popuoh

Wanderer of worlds
Jan 28, 2021
58
Maybe I'll use these songs when I'm CTBing because all its positive bias/perseverance porn are gonna push me over the edge and finally overcome survival instincts :ahhha:
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
Maybe I'll use these songs when I'm CTBing because all its positive bias/perseverance porn are gonna push me over the edge and finally overcome survival instincts :ahhha:
Omfg yes. I had to turn off my cam n mic during the suicide hotline song. I almost told em the truth lol
Lots of people on here like crappy sappy songs, you're bound to hurt someone's feelings... :))
 
Wrennie

Wrennie

.
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
This is the only song that helps me to get through the days

 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Life is a flower
So precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
And the world will smile with you!

:pfff::pfff:




:pfff:
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Some people who know I'm suicidal have shared this song with me! (the classic version but I love THIS ONE in spite of the fact that I don't want to "survive" haha)

 
Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
You'd be right that rock/metal is something I often go to



I also like quite 'reflective' songs that I can just kind of zone out listening to. Suicidal again - One Eyed Doll is a good example, only 1 lyric line after all!
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,883
This is the most based song about ctb I've ever heard. Fuck logic and the suicide hotline tune, the message of that song boils down to, "get laid and you'll be so happy/horny you won't wanna die anymore!"

 
Grave

Grave

tired
Mar 5, 2021
66
Yo I can imagine that so much that they'd think that lol, it really kind of patronises how we feel though, like it's just "one bad day".
This is the only song that helps me to get through the days


Personally I don't vibe to this music, but the lyrics are good.
I don't like this song I just imagine pro lifers would consider this relatable to us



And also yes, I am a big metal/rock fan lol.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
I actually like this band, they have lots of songs about depression, but this one song literally has pro lifer platitudes in the lyrics.


This song sums up the way I actually feel, how death frees us from our pain.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true!
:love::pfff::pfff:



:haha::haha:
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I've got a song for pro lifers its even got lyrics so they can sing along!!......

"And all day and all night and everything he sees is just blue like him inside and outside"

 
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lessonlearned

lessonlearned

Member
May 23, 2022
86
i love that song it reminds me of when i was at least a little happy
 

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