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Gabby78

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Sep 9, 2021
11
tried again to day and pushed hard (partial hanging) and its like I was not even awake i was sleeping and i started hearing voices talking to me and i could not see anything and i didn't know why i felt like I was going to pass out but then i started hearing screaming and then i got up really fast and it's like i woke up. Do you know why this happened it dont make any sense (i thought i was screaming but I don't think i could make that noise) when i got up its like my whole body was shaking and was about to fall to the ground
 
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boy
Jul 13, 2021
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To me that sounds like auditory hallucination, potentially caused by the lack of oxygen to the brain. That's my best guess though, I haven't tried that method so I can't say for sure.
 
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littlelungs

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Oct 21, 2018
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Based on my own personal experiences with partial (whether it was me just "testing it out" or actually making a serious – but unfortunately unsuccessful – attempt) and reading accounts of others who also attempted, it's not uncommon to hear ringing in your ears or experience auditory hallucinations whilst in the process of losing consciousness. My guess is that the screaming was "your version" of that, so to speak.

That sounds unnerving nonetheless. How are you feeling now?
 
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fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
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pretty far out.. do you suffer from any mental disorders that make you hear stuff? Sorry, I have to rule this out.
 
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Gabby78

Member
Sep 9, 2021
11
pretty far out.. do you suffer from any mental disorders that make you hear stuff? Sorry, I have to rule this out.
I don't think so, only 2 times in my life i heard voices that was not there, I'm just scared next time i try it'll happen again
Based on my own personal experiences with partial (whether it was me just "testing it out" or actually making a serious – but unfortunately unsuccessful – attempt) and reading accounts of others who also attempted, it's not uncommon to hear ringing in your ears or experience auditory hallucinations whilst in the process of losing consciousness. My guess is that the screaming was "your version" of that, so to speak.

That sounds unnerving nonetheless. How are you feeling now?
I feel fine now but when I "woke up" from that I felt sick for about a hour and that was kinda it
 
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