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jisatsu88

jisatsu88

Member
Aug 22, 2024
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So a while ago I noticed that I felt a swaying sensation when I was completely still. Back then it wasn't really a problem because I wasn't really thinking about it but now it's the only thing I can think about. It happens when I'm not distracted with something and it doesn't worsen or get better it's just always there. Idk if it's vertigo and even if it is I have to wait until my doctors appointment which idk if I can do considering the fact this shit is becoming unbearable. And even when I do go to the doctor they'll probably just fucking tell me some random bs that doesn't fucking help fuck the us healthcare system with all their fucking money and waiting times. I'm deadass consider ctb by hanging rather than waiting on my sn. I feel like ocd/adhd which I have self diagnosed or whatever the fuck is wrong with me mentally is part of the reason for swaying too and I won't find out anything about myself for sure until my mental health evaluation next week.

Please reply with anything whether it's a distraction or whatever just pls help
 
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caramelpudding

caramelpudding

unlucky me
May 20, 2026
47
Do you have any medication that you've been taking?? Might be adverse effects and I've found out about something called pppd recently you might want to check on that.

I wish I could help you ease up even a little bit
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I hope you'll find a solution. I also have weird symptoms (and no one knows the causes). Brain is so fucking complicated... And I guess that living in the US doesn't help.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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Even after the evaluation nothing they say will be for sure. What they do is far from an exact science.
 
astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
694
honestly sounds like something is up with your inner ear fluids. look into ménière's disease.
 

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