Method Some questions about SN

[Mooncry]

Hi ^-^

My SN just shipped today and there are some things I was wanting to have cleared up before it gets here.

1) I'm 5'1" and 110 lbs. Do I follow the SN dosage graph that says I should do 17.5 grams in 35ml water? Or should I just do the general 25 grams dosage?

2) Is it gonna make me feel cold? Like, obviously I'll be cold to the touch, but am I gonna be shivering and feel like I really need a blanket?

I've done pretty much all the research there is to do but those are the questions I haven't found clear answers to so far. I just want to be prepared and know what to expect as much as possible. Thank you!!

 

[Neoatlech]

1) Whatever you do, do NOT put a lot of water in, thinking that it's not mixing well.. it's an incredibly salty drink and you won't be able to finish it, i'd suggest keeping the water level to a minimum level and stir it well. I would go for 25g if I were you, with however little water you can mix it with.

2) I don't think so, your heartbeat will race and you'll most likely panic from SI, but not sure about the coldness part, I don't think you'll need a blanket.

Whatever happens, good luck and I hope you find peace.

 

[APeacefulPlace]

1) I'm 5'1" and 110 lbs. Do I follow the SN dosage graph that says I should do 17.5 grams in 35ml water? Or should I just do the general 25 grams dosage?

I would keep it simple, stick to 20g SN with 50 mL water, if you prefer the table's measurements, it should also be fine.

2) Is it gonna make me feel cold? Like, obviously I'll be cold to the touch, but am I gonna be shivering and feel like I really need a blanket?

Unsure but I read accounts where people felt warmer instead, ie- @Moonicide @Kukubananas @Ifisieyoung, keep the blanket in case you need it.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't see anything wrong with wrapping yourself up in a blanket. Maybe it will help put you at ease and give you a feeling of security. Stick with the 25g and 50ml of water, as the other poster previously stated.

Are you going to use an AE and benzos as recommended?

 

[Mooncry]

I don't see anything wrong with wrapping yourself up in a blanket. Maybe it will help put you at ease and give you a feeling of security. Stick with the 25g and 50ml of water, as the other poster previously stated.

Are you going to use an AE and benzos as recommended?

Thank you for the advice <33

No AE or benzo. I can't get ahold of any. But I have a fast metabolism so I'm not very worried about not having Meto. And as much as I'd like to have a benzo, it's just not achievable.

I would keep it simple, stick to 20g SN with 50 mL water, if you prefer the table's measurements, it should also be fine.


Unsure but I read accounts where people felt warmer instead, ie- @Moonicide @Kukubananas @Ifisieyoung, keep the blanket in case you need it.

Thank you! I really appreciate you sharing those accounts, they were very helpful to read.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I won't be using AE or benzos either. Good luck

 

[Mooncry]

I won't be using AE or benzos either. Good luck

Good luck to you as well!

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Good luck to you as well!

thank you. I'm in a position where I can go any day, but I am trying to get to may or june when I can be outside far away where no one will hopefully find my body. I am too ashamed of how my life turned out. I would rather not have anyone know what happened to me besides the two people who know and will not interfere with my choice. I will be using alcohol a few hours before. other than that nothing. I know SN will work for me. I know a couple people who took it with no AE as well and they passed. Anyway, thank you for your luck wish, and can I ask you what you believe happens after death? thank you

 

[locked*n*loaded]

No AE or benzo. I can't get ahold of any. But I have a fast metabolism so I'm not very worried about not having Meto.

I'd at least consider OTC Dramamine for use as an AE, fast metabolism or not. Everyone's body/system will "see" SN in the quantity described (25g) as a poison and will take immediate steps (vomiting) to expel it. Follow the protocol for Dramamine same as for a prescription AE.

 

[Mooncry]

I'd at least consider OTC Dramamine for use as an AE, fast metabolism or not. Everyone's body/system will "see" SN in the quantity described (25g) as a poison and will take immediate steps (vomiting) to expel it. Follow the protocol for Dramamine same as for a prescription AE.

Dramamine (AFAIK) is for motion sickness and the like, and apparently those have no effect in this specific case. Also from what I hear, an AE is unlikely to keep you from vomiting anyway, because SN is just so strong of a toxin. And I have an incredibly weak stomach when it comes to drugs, so I will vomit regardless, but that doesn't automatically mean failure. I plan on having a backup dose.

I would take an AE if I could though. But I appreciate it! ^-^

thank you. I'm in a position where I can go any day, but I am trying to get to may or june when I can be outside far away where no one will hopefully find my body. I am too ashamed of how my life turned out. I would rather not have anyone know what happened to me besides the two people who know and will not interfere with my choice. I will be using alcohol a few hours before. other than that nothing. I know SN will work for me. I know a couple people who took it with no AE as well and they passed. Anyway, thank you for your luck wish, and can I ask you what you believe happens after death? thank you

Thank you for sharing a bit of your story with me.

I believe I have a family out there that loves me and is waiting for me to come home, and when I CTB, I'll finally get to be with them again. I really, truly hope that what I believe is true because I feel so strongly for someone out there who I would love to see again.

 

[lapislazu]

Thank you for the advice <33

No AE or benzo. I can't get ahold of any. But I have a fast metabolism so I'm not very worried about not having Meto. And as much as I'd like to have a benzo, it's just not achievable.

Thank you! I really appreciate you sharing those accounts, they were very helpful to read.

I'm exactly the same, and I also plan on not using an AE or benzo. It seems super scary but I hope having a fast metabolism and drinking a second dose will help.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

There's some SN attempts in this thread, they do describe feeling cold so yeah it seems like a possibility- https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-an-idiot-who-drank-sn-impulsively.109485/

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Dramamine (AFAIK) is for motion sickness and the like, and apparently those have no effect in this specific case. Also from what I hear, an AE is unlikely to keep you from vomiting anyway, because SN is just so strong of a toxin.

Dramamine is recommended in the PPH as an "alternative" AE for those unable to obtain meto and the like. By taking an AE, it is NOT about stopping any/all vomiting action, rather it is about delaying any vomiting in order to hold the SN in your system for the longest amount of time possible before vomiting occurs in order to allow as much SN as possible to enter your system.

 

[wham311]

Dramamine (AFAIK) is for motion sickness and the like, and apparently those have no effect in this specific case. Also from what I hear, an AE is unlikely to keep you from vomiting anyway, because SN is just so strong of a toxin. And I have an incredibly weak stomach when it comes to drugs, so I will vomit regardless, but that doesn't automatically mean failure. I plan on having a backup dose.

I would take an AE if I could though. But I appreciate it! ^-^

Thank you for sharing a bit of your story with me.

I believe I have a family out there that loves me and is waiting for me to come home, and when I CTB, I'll finally get to be with them again. I really, truly hope that what I believe is true because I feel so strongly for someone out there who I would love to see again.

Wouldn't you also just vomit the backup