Venting Some people don’t leave the darkness

[thelostautistic]

Everything I've been through did not make me a stronger person. It destroyed me. I'm a completely broken human. I wanted to be one of those people that came out the other side of this darkness and went on to maybe help others and live a full life. There's still so much I want to do but I'm years worth of tired and I just can't do this anymore. There's too much damage to repair. Depression is killing me and i'm scared. I don't think I'm gonna make it through this time. I'm trying so hard to make it through each day but this world is just too much for me. I'm so sad I just want a hug

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Everything I've been through did not make me a stronger person. It destroyed me. I'm a completely broken human. I wanted to be one of those people that came out the other side of this darkness and went on to maybe help others and live a full life. There's still so much I want to do but I'm years worth of tired and I just can't do this anymore. There's too much damage to repair. Depression is killing me and i'm scared. I don't think I'm gonna make it through this time. I'm trying so hard to make it through each day but this world is just too much for me. I'm so sad I just want a hug

Sending lots of hugs dear.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

Sending you a virtual hug

 

[thelostautistic]

Sending lots of hugs dear.

Sending you a virtual hug

Thank you

 

[cluefixphantom]

I hope you can get better. And yes imo, the saying "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is bullshit. Only people say this who have hardly ever suffered physical pain/disorders, poverty, bullying, discrimination, or inherited genetic traumas.

None of that ever made me stronger it only made me sadder and angrier. Many of the songs and movies are sad. The whole world is now just a cruel, boring or painful place. You feel very lost because, sadly, that's what you are. I also understood this when I looked at the lives of flies and other animals. It's terrible, I'm basical a genocide victim. Others hate and abuse just because I came out unfit.