Sobering Up

[TheYounger]

Living out of car...
Won't go back to mom's house though...
Weighing 260 lbs sucks...
Wondering if she's sleeping with someone else right now...
Fuck her...
Haven't been laid in 2 weeks...
Probably won't get pussy in a very long time...
Determined to weigh 170 lbs again even if it means starving...
Suicidal thoughts not as strong lately...
Still got method available though...
Determined to go back to that place...
Always dreaming of that place...
Mom cried today...
Relationship problems...
Cops everywhere today...
Still working at job...
Got quite a bit of money on food stamps...
Probably won't use it though...
Only bought junk food and soda with them...
Getting paid in 2 days...
Is anyone reading this?
lol...
Why would you?
Is she gonna try to get back with K?
Shit...
Anyways...

 

[Luchs]

I quite like this kind of stream of consciousness type posting. Though to many of your material conditions, I can't relate, there is one thing I can tell you. You really shouldn't care that much about getting laid often. It is not that important and not getting laid in a while won't decrease your value as a person.