I'm not the kind of person to kill myself. It doesn't keep me from thinking about it and wishing it. Being lonely, not having any friends, it hurts so bad. Makes me feel like the biggest failure out of everything else. You know, the teacher just can't make the other kids play with you.
I've been in a rough spot since this weekend where I tried to go out and was promptly disappointed that nothing really happened. I felt self conscious and like an idiot, like I'm sure you guys can relate, then I just went back home. I was out for an hour or two and hardly spoke to anyone.
So now, I've been in a quiet and bad mood the last couple days. What better way to stay a lonely loser than to stay quiet all day long at work. I can tell it's so obvious to my coworkers that I'm some fuck who hardly talks to anyone.
I've been in a rough spot since this weekend where I tried to go out and was promptly disappointed that nothing really happened. I felt self conscious and like an idiot, like I'm sure you guys can relate, then I just went back home. I was out for an hour or two and hardly spoke to anyone.
So now, I've been in a quiet and bad mood the last couple days. What better way to stay a lonely loser than to stay quiet all day long at work. I can tell it's so obvious to my coworkers that I'm some fuck who hardly talks to anyone.
