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Melkus2020

Melkus2020

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Oyoy

Oyoy

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Your hands are huge.
 
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HelensNepenthe

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You're sourcing. Please blur the person's details.
 
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Melkus2020

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Rather be short than tall. Honestly it's the reason why I never made any friends. I was always too scary and intimidating to be around. :(
 
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Rather be short than tall. Honestly it's the reason why I never made any friends. I was always too scary and intimidating to be around. :(
Being short's not all that grand. I'm a whole adult but due to my height most people treat me like a child bc of how "young" I look. I'm 30. >.> It's hard to go through life feeling worthless, and having people treat you like you're less than bc of your height.

Sorry to hear about your difficulties making friends, I have trouble with that too, it not a pleasant experience. :/
 
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Pretty sure I've got the same bottle. When it arrived in the mail and I finally had it, yeah - I felt relieved. It's stashed away now for when the time comes.
 
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Melkus2020

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Pretty sure I've got the same bottle. When it arrived in the mail and I finally had it, yeah - I felt relieved. It's stashed away now for when the time comes.
Yeah I'm anxious as heck. I'm feel my stash is about to be ransacked by my family at any second! Just want to die in peace.
 
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Egddios

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Yeah I'm anxious as heck. I'm feel my stash is about to be ransacked by my family at any second! Just want to die in peace.

I hear you. I've been tempted to take it but will wait till next month. I'm looking forward to this being over already. The fear is dwindling, I'm confident. Thinking March 26, exactly 2 months before my 37th birthday.
 
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Tasdevil

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Still waiting for mine to arrive hopefully it comes within the estimated time I was given. I don't plan on using it straight away if all goes well my last day will be June 1st 2020. I can always move the date forward if I can't take it anymore. I am going to hide mine in my closet. Once I get it hopefully it will be a relief knowing that I have it.
 
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@Melkus2020, do you play guitar? Your hand reminds me of Robert Johnson and Chuck Berry. x
 
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@Melkus2020, do you play guitar? Your hand reminds me of Robert Johnson and Chuck Berry. x
Nah never learned. But interestingly my brother is a natural with a ukulele. He's been trying to learn it even though we aren't Pacific Islanders not that there is anything wrong with learning a ukulele if your not from Hawaii.
 
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When is your ctb day? I will be there with you that day :heart:
 
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Otter

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That's the same kind I got! It's so surreal actually holding it, isn't it
Me, too and yes, its surreal. I don't have a date picked out yet it will still be a while
 
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That's good to hear and I'm sure you feel like a god in some sense, able to check out at anytime (as long as you have your bottle with SN), and relief. :smiling::hug: I hope you are able to find peace when your time comes.
 
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