Venting So ready to go

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The toll the stress is taking on me is unbearable. My chronic pain has been returning. My ED relapse is worsening by the day and the oh so wonderful residential staff essentially have told me to "just use my skills" and eat. So fucking helpful. I'm so ready to go.

 

[willitpass]

I've been eating less and less. They're catching on. I'm worried I may get sent to an eating disorder inpatient.