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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
244
I miscalculated my CTB time and I'm still here. Threatened with homelessness and my health has only gotten worse. Being told by people who are meant to support me that they can only do so if i have money. I should be gone by now :(
 
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Cannedbones

Sing me to sleep
Mar 14, 2021
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I'm sorry you're suffering. Im sorry the people who are supposed to be there for you unconditionally, aren't. I wish I could help. I hope you find peace. ❤️❤️
 
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hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
Being told by people who are meant to support me that they can only do so if i have money.
this says it all about what "humanity" is.
i am sorry life is being so evil towards you. i hope your freedom from it so soon
peace
 
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slyna

Student
Jul 30, 2021
154
Godspeed
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
244
this says it all about what "humanity" is.
i am sorry life is being so evil towards you. i hope your freedom from it so soon
peace
Honestly and the help i was talking about is from my local council.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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YOU are a very beautiful person with a heart of gold. Your post shows that.

As far as people wanting money to help/support you, THAT breaks my heart into pieces. We leave with what we came with, NOTHING, and for people to want something to be nice and/or helpful is just plain WRONG.

I do not have much, no job since June, 2020, and I was with he same company for 29.5 years also, and I have no friends , except here!!, or family and I would NEVER EVER want anything but for the other person to smile, feel great about themselves and the world around them. Sometimes humanity gets me down when i read about how things come down to money.

I truly love and care about/for YOU, as you are a great friend to me, we have never met and so what!, I just get a great feeling from your post as to how nice you are.

I send you the mental picture of you standing in a field of beautiful flowers with a bright sunny day surrounding you and a gentle breeze flowing over and around you.

All my best!!!!!!

Walter
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
244
YOU are a very beautiful person with a heart of gold. Your post shows that.

As far as people wanting money to help/support you, THAT breaks my heart into pieces. We leave with what we came with, NOTHING, and for people to want something to be nice and/or helpful is just plain WRONG.

I do not have much, no job since June, 2020, and I was with he same company for 29.5 years also, and I have no friends , except here!!, or family and I would NEVER EVER want anything but for the other person to smile, feel great about themselves and the world around them. Sometimes humanity gets me down when i read about how things come down to money.

I truly love and care about/for YOU, as you are a great friend to me, we have never met and so what!, I just get a great feeling from your post as to how nice you are.

I send you the mental picture of you standing in a field of beautiful flowers with a bright sunny day surrounding you and a gentle breeze flowing over and around you.

All my best!!!!!!

Walter
Thank you, much love xx
 
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Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
I miscalculated my CTB time and I'm still here. Threatened with homelessness and my health has only gotten worse. Being told by people who are meant to support me that they can only do so if i have money. I should be gone by now :(
I feel you. If only society didnt run on money. Sadly, we're in a cycle of slavery and Im tired of the same old routine of living to work especially if it barely covers living expenses subpar as it is. I dont think its called living anymore but rather surviving.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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Thank you, much love xx
You are welcome! You are such a lovely soul that you make my upcoming week so much better and I hope the same for you. You have my support 100% and forget those money grubbers who only think of themselves.

You are a beautiful person!

Walter
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,642
I'm sorry you are going through this. I understand that it is awful to be stuck in a hopeless situation. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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