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madebrief

madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
250
Hi,

Haven't seen much of a plan of late but the below is my schedule with some nice help from a user.

I have truly fasted for the past 24hours except for this half bun which I just ate and will eat a bit tonight to keep up some pretences. Had my meto at 12pm.


Plan - 48hour fast

Day One

2 pm - Final meal. Eat before this time. Local pizza place.

Day Two
Fasting. Avoid eating at event and moving too much! Maybe have small light food at event.

12pm - 1 x meto
6 pm - 1 x meto
1 x meto. 1 x propranolol. Before bed.

Day Three

8am - 1 x meto. 1 x propranolol
NO MORE WATER
12pm - 2 propranolol
1pm - 2 ibuprofen. 2 paracetamol.

Make SN drink.
One with 5 propranolol (crushed) and 25g SN. (Put SN in first then prop after)
One with 25g SN.
One with 20g?
All with 50ml water.

1.15pm - 3 Metoclopramide. 2 propranolol.
1.30pm - Double dose of Rennie (x4).
2pm - Difflam and Orajel.

SN Time
Take glass with prop
Take glass without prop if needed

Get lollipop or chocolate to savour taste.

Lie down comfortably on the bed sitting up so you do not fall and make noise if you faint etc. Have a bin nearby in case you vomit.

Tools
Cups
Measuring spoon
Scales
Straw (I will use this to mix)
Pill crusher
Hotel (12pm check in)

Poison
Metoclopramide
Propranolol
Ibuprofen
Rennie
Difflam
Orajel (OMG much smaller than I thought it would be)
SN

I'm sad to go but I think this is the best for everyone. Not sure if I'll be able to stay in touch after 11am tomorrow but we'll see. If you hear from me tomorrow night 7pm-ish, I've pulled out!
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
May peace and dignity be with you
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Love and hugs.maybe we meet on the other side of the road
 
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seekingeternalsleep

seekingeternalsleep

Automatic pilot: On
Nov 6, 2019
53
i hope you can find peace. see you on the other side
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,582
It is always sad how life drives people to this point, but I hope that you find what you are looking for and you find relief from your suffering. Best wishes.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
i hope it all goes smoothly~
 
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QuietEnd

Doing the work
Jul 8, 2022
86
I hope you find peace
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Good luck in your plan working out for you, in the way that you envision, and if it does, may peace find you.
 
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