So i start preparations

[Hans Voralberg]

I bought 180 pils of caffeine mixed with guarana. This gives 200 mg of pure caffeine per pill so 1800 mg of pure caffeine at all so 1,8 g. I can't get more from one spot to not get any suspicions. I can mix this with for example monster espresso this gives me additional 240 mg. Here the fun beggins i found spot where i can buy 200 g caffeine power. This mixed together should be enough to off me completely. Maybe i add some chocolate to this mixture to improve the taste this will be additional 60 70 mg. All in all over 200g of caffeine in one shot this should be enough.

 

[Shu]

Gnarly

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never heard of anyone plan to ctb that way before. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[lostmylove]

I don't believe this will kill you

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I don't believe this will kill you

Using data from studies that are reproducible and reliable, the most accurate estimate of the acute LD50 of caffeine administered orally in male albino rats is hereby reported to be 367/mg/kg.

I will absorb more than 200 000 mg. Simple math if LD 50 is 367/mg per kg of body mass this will be lethal for 54 kg man
Some sources say that 150-200 mg per kg of body mass are deadly in this case this amount will kill 100 kg man. It is a matter of amount of substance

Here is Ld 50 table for caffeine

And other (this is intresting) comparsion caffeine vs SN

 

[DrownFeather]

Will it be painful? Like stomach pain and nausea? Or just drift to sleep?

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I'm curious af if this work at this point. It will be painfull and i am aware of it

 

[DrownFeather]

And yes if you took 200g of caffeine you will rip

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I will be vomit blood in worst case scenario use SN instead caffeine if you have access. It will be painfull i am aware of it

 

[DrownFeather]

lethal dose is 10-15 g (as googled) but seems 200g in one shot is extreme excessive, might face very painful death with that amount
But really didn't hear anyone ctb with that before, good luck and wish you have your peace soon

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I found different leathal dosages. My body is strong as fuck. Trust me it is not guarantee that i will CTB my tolerance on caffeine is high. Thats way i will go so hardcore

 

[miserableforever]

If you don't mind insane pain and a potentially slow death.. Even if you changed your mind and called for help cause you can't deal with it, you might end up with a damaged body.
Ultimately it's your choice. I'm sure you thought about this more than once. Whatever you decide, I'm sorry life wasn't nice to you.

I found different leathal dosages. My body is strong as fuck. Trust me it is not guarantee that i will CTB my tolerance on caffeine is high. Thats way i will go so hardcore

 

[Hans Voralberg]

If you don't mind insane pain and a potentially slow death.. Even if you changed your mind and called for help cause you can't deal with it, you might end up with a damaged body.
Ultimately it's your choice. I'm sure you thought about this more than once. Whatever you decide, I'm sorry life wasn't nice to you.

I thought about it in every aspect to everyone never use this method if you have alternative it can shut down your kidneys gives you seizures and convulsions and many more. I am aware of it but i live in a very shitty country without any good method in my grasp. Very pro life country ultra catholic i would say. I have enough money to try go to psychiatrist which will cost a lot and eventually buy meds which will be cost me even more. Caffeine OD is my buckup plan if all my life go to hell. I want alternative even painfull af.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I got this. I have 200 grams caffeine in powder form.Shit got real after this point. i know it will be painfull but i am happy as a kid on christmas eve. Now i will try find a psychiatrist. Now i can decide i have options first time in my life.