So i hate my abusive dad, I have to kill myself with SN

[depressedsoul]

He used to beat me until there were marks on my body. He hit me so hard it felt like my head split open. Even now, I have flashbacks about these traumatic incidents. When I'm working, all of a sudden my train of thought is interrupted by horrific images. I can't get them out of my head.
I WANT TO SLEEP FOREVER AND THE ONLY SUREFIRE WAY TO ACHIEVE THIS IS TO COMMIT SUICIDE. GODDAMN BLOODY FATHER, I HATE U!!! ROT IN HELL!!!
I HAVE TO ORDER SN TO MY BLOODY HOME AND MY MOTHER WILL INTERCEPT IT (I LIVE WITH THIS POOR CREATURE!).
BLOODY HUMANS NOT SYMPATHETIC TOWARDS EUTHANASIA! LET ME REPEAT, BLOODY HUMANS!
NOW, I KNOW WHERE TO ORDER SN FROM AND HOW TO DISSOLVE IT IN WATER. I DON'T CARE ABOUT BLOODY VOMITING, I WILL BLOODY DO IT.
EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A STRONG ANTI-EMETIC, THIS IS WHAT I WAS BORN TO DO! BORN TO DIE.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. Some people are just so cruel. You do not deserve how you were treated. Of course there should be options of euthanasia, it is wrong how the society expects us to suffer for decades against our wishes. We deserve an peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.