Venting So close yet so far..

[StateOfMind]

Got my method down and everything but this fucking SI lol..
After numerable amounts of trainspotting I have finally found my liberation train. There is nothing holding me back so what is holing me back?

 

[Valon]

SI is the bane of my existence -- literally. Only our ancestors with the strongest survival instincts have lived on to procreate and we are the product. There is something in our biology that makes us so adamant on living. I fucking hate it.

 

[TheQ22]

train?

 

[Ghost2211]

Maybe you're just not completely ready yet. There's no rush. its nice having a plan and knowing it's there.

 

[the witch’s lament]

I like your words. they are poetic in a sense. my SI hasn't held me back, what is though is the thought of being found by anybody. I don't want to disappear (because I don't think it's possible for me). someone will find me eventually and it is for them I have waited. maybe that is a manifestation of SI but I am ready to go now.

 

[esse_est_percipi]

After numerable amounts of trainspotting I have finally found my liberation train

is this a metaphor of are you literally going by train? :(

 

[StateOfMind]

train?

Yes.

is this a metaphor of are you literally going by train? :(

Legit.