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sleepforever81

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I measured out 30grams of sodium nitrite and mixed it with with just under a pint of water in my Stella glass. I just taken anti sickness pills like 10 minutes ago on a empty stomach. Probably wait another half a hour or so before downing it in one go, as it does taste very salty tho. I don't feel suicidal but I'm sick of all my health problems and just want to go to sleep and not wake up. Hope it goes like I want it too.
Going to be hard to down this, but once I have, I'm going to be finally at peace.
 

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Be aware that 30g is big dose & pint water make likely will bring up what u drink.
Thread 'Stan's Guide to SN.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Not make what happening any harder on self
 
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I think that the volume of the water is too much.
 
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I know it's a huge dose, but want to make sure it will put me to sleep. Iv taken around 10 anti sickness pills now anyway.
I think this will be better.
 

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I know it's a huge dose, but want to make sure it will put me to sleep. Iv taken around 10 anti sickness pills now anyway.
What r saying is too much water. 50ml water plenty & less chance throw up & b left feeling worse. 20-25 g sn =standard w/ backup glass in case throw up. Less water = more chance absorption. Any spare sn for re-measure....
Substance v white. Are u sure is sn...
 
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i hope you tested the SN beforehand to make sure it actually is SN.
 
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