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death or death

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Nov 5, 2025
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I really have no other reason to post this other than to look back, sort of as a progress log, feel free to read/reply if you'd like to. I was able to obtain distilled water and a 0.01g resolution scale to measure the SN with. Now all I need is three glass conical flasks of 50ml, which should be very easy to obtain, and metoclopramide. The meto may be even harder to obtain than the SN at this point since its prescription-only lol. I intend to book an appointment and use a story that aligns with the symptoms that meto aims to help.

I guess it'd be beneficial to have a glass stirring rod to mix the SN, since I took the precaution of using distilled water to avoid unwanted reactions too. I don't want my SN to react with any metal silverware. Everything except the meto will be effortless to obtain. If I fail at getting the meto, I may just do a 24 hour solid + liquid fast before drinking the SN mixture.
 
death or death

death or death

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Nov 5, 2025
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Is it really necessary to be that strict?
I've seen successful cases without being this strict tbh, I'm only doing it to compensate for the fact that I may not have meto or any other antianemics, and if I manage to get any then it's even better for me.
 
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like_a_bird

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Nov 11, 2025
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Just fyi, I think I've seen quetiapine used as an effective anti emetic as well. In my experience, most doctors are happy to write a script for this if you say you have insomnia and it has worked for you in the past.
 
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death or death

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Nov 5, 2025
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Just fyi, I think I've seen quetiapine used as an effective anti emetic as well. In my experience, most doctors are happy to write a script for this if you say you have insomnia and it has worked for you in the past.
I'll look into it, thank you
 
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TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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Meto was incredibly easy for me to obtain through an online pharmacy. Also AEs are not guaranteed to help. There is anecdotal evidence, but there are also failures that utilized them. It won't prevent vomiting. It will likely help with absorption though. It's not a necessary component to CTB so don't be too concerned if you can't get it.
 
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death or death

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Nov 5, 2025
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Meto was incredibly easy for me to obtain through an online pharmacy. Also AEs are not guaranteed to help. There is anecdotal evidence, but there are also failures that utilized them. It won't prevent vomiting. It will likely help with absorption though. It's not a necessary component to CTB so don't be too concerned if you can't get it.
Thats true, I'm hoping the fact that I'm keeping my mixture as pure as I can will give my plan a higher success rate, even if I can't obtain meto.
 

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