SN then go to pool

[LivvenDe]

I want to ctb, but I would like it to seem like an accident... So I was thinking to take sodium nitrite then go "play" in the pool when people are out of the house, of course after cleaning all evidence I took SN...

Do you think it could pass as accidental drowning?

If someone tries to save me, could it be dangerous to them if they make mouth to mouth resuscitation, even if I get found hours later?

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

SN is detectable in the body and the reside from the cup (you'd be way too dizzy to clean up or dispose of that cup). Plus you'd be blue from cyanosis and you'd probably vomit. So, no. Why don't you want anyone to know you ctb out of curiosity?

 

[LivvenDe]

I don't want my family to suffer from knowing I killed myself...

I will try to ctb by shallow water drowning now that I am visiting my mom and she has a pool... But I have never been able to make myself passout outside the pool, thus my thinking about other ways.

I could clean the cup in the pool and pretend I was just drinking sth else.

And cianosis, don't people get like that when they drown anyways?
Shallow water blackout****

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

You'd still probably vomit and have to take a second dosage. You either have two cups or a tall cup with double dosage which I'm not sure would work. And if you only needed one, if you threw the second dose in the pool it'd be dangerous for family. So vomit and the fact that they'd probably find it in your body anyway would be the issue.

 

[LivvenDe]

Yeah... I need to find ways to pass out in the pool. I will train hyperventilating + breath holding then. Thanks for your message
Plus there are cameras all over here... I will have to resort to shallow water blackout, then they will really think I died trying to hold my breath longer... I will also set a fake timer to pretend I was practicing it