Help SN stat regimen review/advice

[Girl-shaped Wound]

Hey,
realized that I really need to write down everything related to the SN regimen, as my head is too messy to rely on it.
I did my individual research, but I still have some doubts... Especially since it's difficult to me to wrap my head around all the interactions, risks etc.
If anyone can chime in, I will appreciate it! Especially in regard to bisoprolol and valium.

Regular medication

Drug	Notes
Methylophenidate ~05-20 mg
Atomoxetine 40 mg
Lamotrigine 200 mg
Fluoxetine 60 mg	Reacts with metoclopramide (and famotidine), to be laid off ~a week before CTB (?)
Bisoprolol 5 mg
Levothyroxine 50 mg
Metformin XR 1000 mg

Here's what I would take for my regimen + doubts that I have.

SN regimen

Time	Drug
1 hour before SN	Ketoprofenum 50-100 mg – interacts with bisoprolol, making it less effective in lowering blood pressure. To be switched with paracetamol? Famotidine - 40 mg
45 minutes before SN	Meto 30 mg
60-30? minutes before SN	Diazepam – 14 mg – to be tested w/ 2 mg to see how it affects me now
??? minutes before SN	Bisoprolol – 200-280 mg (???) – not sure how much to take and if worth it
	SN drink – 25 mg (with back-up glass prepared)

Beyond the diazepam issue, I'm wondering what should I do about bisoprolol. Should I take it, and how much?
Apparently bisoprolol can be taken in the same amount as propanolol. However, I have not found clear information of what amount is considered the best for lowering post-SN tachycardia…

Relevant threads:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/bisoprolol-instead-of-propanolol.42710/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ke-a-high-dose-of-propranolol-with-sn.102891/

Anyway, I'm not even sure if it's worth taking if I do not have > 400 mg (if super necessary, will try to get more)

I may try to secure more diazepam, but there is no way that I can get more than ~60 mg.

Probably obvious, but I would like to feel as peaceful as possible so that I will lower a chance of SI taking over.
If you've read this far – thank you! Will appreciate any suggestions, comments, and the like.

 

[Girl-shaped Wound]

Okay, so no way I'm taking that much bisoprolol. I will probably stick with 20 mg, possibly split into 10 mg 8 h before and another 10 mg around 2-3 hours before SN.